Tough tough decision to make. It seems that I'd have to muster all courage and take 1 step at a time to reach my ultimate goal. I have in mind how to execute the plan, now all that lies in await is the opportunity and golden time to strike. I'd have no choice but to resort to this, afterall, I cant suffer for the sins of the rest.

Today God has made me realise many things, to awake me from the bubble I was roaming it. He took me on a flight out of my comfort zone and showed me the things beyond that boundary. And, I found out that everyone needs God at 1 point in time of their lives. He showed my how the cold hard truth could become and how scary it will be. When things get out of control, I guess I will just have to pray that God will do what He knows is best for me. Afterall sometimes, man proposes, heaven disposes.

Work has been increasing and never dropping. An increasing number of tests recently really pushed everyone off their limits. There are some who are taking it in their stride, while others alike me are slugging it off to squeeze every nano bit of information into this wonderful mind of ours. Do not be mistaken for I am not rushing at the eleventh hour. Its just a daily preparation to gear up for the major exams. Calculating from past grades, it seems I'd have to maintain them in order for entry into the teritary institutions.

However, no matter how busy life is, there is still a moment to de-stress. Fortunately, a good variety of television programmes are on the screen at least for this whole month. So I hope that these viewing sessions would prove good for relaxing the tense mind.

Somehow, I dont seem like myself today. But to put it in another way, this is my new self.