The first week of the prelims are over. Status now? Slaughtered. haha. ok, I dont think I can survive many papers, cos nv really study a lot mah. But nvm, there is still the Os, but the risk is bigger, b'cos its a make or break and no extra chances.

Finally laid my hands on Jay Chou's new album. Well, I only like abt, 4 songs from there? Maybe have not gotten a liking to the others yet. But there is 1 song that I think is the 'zhu da ge'(hottest song in the album in chi), BAI SE FENG CHE!!! This song is nice, well, listened to it for like 70 plus times liao, but I still cant get the lyrics right.

Went to KL house today.Then played the usual stuff with the usual people and some 'special' task. Well, quite fun, all of us had a really really good laugh over it. Poh said that if we were to die in KL's house, it would be to die of laughter. Haha.

People in the past think that S'pore cannot succeed, b'cos of its size, the amt of resources she had, the amt of funds the govt held, compared to the other states in the world, it was a big world of difference. But in the very end, she made it. The learning point, others may be looking down on you, underestimating you because they look to be more sufficient that you in all way. But, nv give up, that's the phrase. And that is what I am going to do, nv to give up, even I know what everyone is saying, their every words, what they mean. The day that I give it up, it would only be decided by me, it would be the results of my actions, and I am sure that it is not a decision just to satisfy people and make them look as if they are good fortune tellers, that they can just anticipate something to happen and it would. At least I will try my best, nth but my best.

Is it a blessing in disguise? I am glad that a way has been found, at least I hv controlled myself. But I realise that I am lying about what I have been saying. I really cannot have the strength to fulfil what I think, b'cos its just too hard to want to part with you. However, I will find a way to make sure that all that I am feeling for you is just true love, and not romance. Should what I want fail through, at least true love can bring me through......