Yeah the new year is here. Wishing all good health and may all your wishes come true.
Ok, my previous post invited "some" ppl to call me a zi lian kuang and the fact that the "some" people did not put in the kuang was good enough. Haha.
I hope that the New Year will bring for me good fortune itself and I am able to tide through the waves of difficulties.
Not being able to sleep well these few days. Keep thinking of this and that. Well, my mind is thinking too much. Had better sort those stuff out soon enough, but where is the help and advice that I need?
Went out with Yu Han and Mich and some others on Fri. Well, they commented that I was too quiet. Dont know what's wrong with me these few days. Anyway the movie was great and the walking was quite enjoyable too.
Placed a new song onto the blog. Jamie said it was nice too so decided to go on with it. It is da cheng da shi by yang qian hua, a hong-kong movie star. The starting is a little slow but the chorus is quite nice and I find it fantastic.
Enjoy your new-year everyone!!
Saturday, January 28, 2006
About me
Hmm.... suddenly I just want to have a post all about me
Name: Heng Chun Kai Mervyn
Class:4e4
Age:15
B'day:6/7/90
Location: Toa Payoh
Hobbies: Not much but I love to observe my surroundings and just reflect, movies,games like soccer or basketball and listening to music
Dreams: I would love to learn to play the violin,drive around Singapore with a car, and of course as everyone knows You haha.
Favourite colours: Maroon, White,Black,Yellow,Blue
Others: I love people who are Appreciative,Tolerant,Reflective,Understanding
My favourite radio station:Dongli 88.3 ( its so nice and cool,esp. during 10-11 pm every night, all the top 10 songs of the day)
My favourite artists: Ou de yang, Jay Chou and other artists who sing super nice and romantic songs.
Name: Heng Chun Kai Mervyn
Class:4e4
Age:15
B'day:6/7/90
Location: Toa Payoh
Hobbies: Not much but I love to observe my surroundings and just reflect, movies,games like soccer or basketball and listening to music
Dreams: I would love to learn to play the violin,drive around Singapore with a car, and of course as everyone knows You haha.
Favourite colours: Maroon, White,Black,Yellow,Blue
Others: I love people who are Appreciative,Tolerant,Reflective,Understanding
My favourite radio station:Dongli 88.3 ( its so nice and cool,esp. during 10-11 pm every night, all the top 10 songs of the day)
My favourite artists: Ou de yang, Jay Chou and other artists who sing super nice and romantic songs.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
CNY is coming
The CNY is coming. You can really feel the atmosphere all around. The decorations are all over the place and people are rushing to buy new year goodies.
My cousin asked me what would be the first thing I would do if I had a car in the future. Haha. This was one of my dreams. To be able to drive in the night from the sothern part of Singapore(CBD) to the north at Yishun along the CTE. Of course, there must be the company of my favourite music. That would be terrific.
A recent spate of events changed my view points towards certain stuff. Some people said that they cant control themselves when they have an attitude "swing" and just scold others around them. They feel that the attitude "swing" is used to justify their mistakes of scolding others. Haha. Come to think of it. Can you tell in court to the judge that you killed someone just because you have an attitude "swing"? That would be most ridiculous. I feel that you are the only one who can control yourself. Understanding is the key to most stuff. If you are understanding enough, you can solve most problems. Anger is not always cool. ( No offence to anyone out there )
And I recently also got to knew some stuff that I did not get to know in the past. Those stuff are so surprising. However, I need someone to explain it to me because I cant make head or tail from it.
Well, back to CNY. I am going to be so bored durng CNY. So on the 3rd day I have decided. Me, Zi Nam, HX, maybe CY and some others who want to join us will be going out. Where? We do not know at the moment.
Have a nice day everyone!
My cousin asked me what would be the first thing I would do if I had a car in the future. Haha. This was one of my dreams. To be able to drive in the night from the sothern part of Singapore(CBD) to the north at Yishun along the CTE. Of course, there must be the company of my favourite music. That would be terrific.
A recent spate of events changed my view points towards certain stuff. Some people said that they cant control themselves when they have an attitude "swing" and just scold others around them. They feel that the attitude "swing" is used to justify their mistakes of scolding others. Haha. Come to think of it. Can you tell in court to the judge that you killed someone just because you have an attitude "swing"? That would be most ridiculous. I feel that you are the only one who can control yourself. Understanding is the key to most stuff. If you are understanding enough, you can solve most problems. Anger is not always cool. ( No offence to anyone out there )
And I recently also got to knew some stuff that I did not get to know in the past. Those stuff are so surprising. However, I need someone to explain it to me because I cant make head or tail from it.
Well, back to CNY. I am going to be so bored durng CNY. So on the 3rd day I have decided. Me, Zi Nam, HX, maybe CY and some others who want to join us will be going out. Where? We do not know at the moment.
Have a nice day everyone!
Sunday, January 15, 2006
The small things You do
I saw the small things you did
I heard the motivating sentences you said
I felt the impact of the concern you gave to me
It does not take me great accompishments to know that one has true values
It only requires me to evaluate the small little things that many do to know that they are also ppl with true values
And
I am glad You are one of them
Because this proves that
I was never wrong about
You
The raining season is over. The sun is finally out! The CIP yesterday was quite ok. We collected much stuff and yeah, should be able to raise quite a lot of money.
Feeling so happy and light at heart now. Cant explain this good feeling of mine but it does make me feel joyful. Kept smiling to myself in my heart.
I heard the motivating sentences you said
I felt the impact of the concern you gave to me
It does not take me great accompishments to know that one has true values
It only requires me to evaluate the small little things that many do to know that they are also ppl with true values
And
I am glad You are one of them
Because this proves that
I was never wrong about
You
The raining season is over. The sun is finally out! The CIP yesterday was quite ok. We collected much stuff and yeah, should be able to raise quite a lot of money.
Feeling so happy and light at heart now. Cant explain this good feeling of mine but it does make me feel joyful. Kept smiling to myself in my heart.
Friday, January 13, 2006
Tolerance
Tolerance, one of the keys to wisdom. Learn to tolerate and understand and you will find that you have a better understanding of others and more compassion.
Tomorrow is the CIP for the NPCC cadets. Hope that all is well and that heaven does not pour on us. Jiayous NCOs!!
Just saw how much training the CC team has to go for. Wow, I wont be that committed if I was in the team, due to my busy schdule. That's the reason I didnt want to step in the first place. Well, at least I can help them with their work if they cant manage.
Well, these few days I have been unable to understand myself. One moment I told myself that I have got my thinking right and that I will do matters according to what I have planned. Another moment, I allowed my emotions and feelings to get hold of me and then, I was stuck. I do not know whether to carry on with what I have straightened out or to reconsider my decision. I am so confused. Well, only You can give me the answer and help me, because You are the key to my solutions and when You give me that answer, I will know what to do.
That's the problem of understanding yourself and planning your life with quotes, other's advice and the moral of inspiring and motivating stories. One is unable to know whether should you follow the great sayings or create your own life. For me, there is only 1 lifetime I spend with people around me, so I would very much prefer to create my own life.
New addiction, Elva's Zhui Shou Xi De Muo Shen Ren. That song is so nice. Asked Zi Nam to send to my phone but his cant perform the bluetooth function on songs. I am gonna find out the song's mp3 version. I also love ths song's meaning. It means that 2 lovers who were familiar with one another but broke up later. In the end, they ended up as strangers. Therefore the song 's English meaning is The most familiar stranger.
Tomorrow is the CIP for the NPCC cadets. Hope that all is well and that heaven does not pour on us. Jiayous NCOs!!
Just saw how much training the CC team has to go for. Wow, I wont be that committed if I was in the team, due to my busy schdule. That's the reason I didnt want to step in the first place. Well, at least I can help them with their work if they cant manage.
Well, these few days I have been unable to understand myself. One moment I told myself that I have got my thinking right and that I will do matters according to what I have planned. Another moment, I allowed my emotions and feelings to get hold of me and then, I was stuck. I do not know whether to carry on with what I have straightened out or to reconsider my decision. I am so confused. Well, only You can give me the answer and help me, because You are the key to my solutions and when You give me that answer, I will know what to do.
That's the problem of understanding yourself and planning your life with quotes, other's advice and the moral of inspiring and motivating stories. One is unable to know whether should you follow the great sayings or create your own life. For me, there is only 1 lifetime I spend with people around me, so I would very much prefer to create my own life.
New addiction, Elva's Zhui Shou Xi De Muo Shen Ren. That song is so nice. Asked Zi Nam to send to my phone but his cant perform the bluetooth function on songs. I am gonna find out the song's mp3 version. I also love ths song's meaning. It means that 2 lovers who were familiar with one another but broke up later. In the end, they ended up as strangers. Therefore the song 's English meaning is The most familiar stranger.
Thursday, January 12, 2006
You and only You
I am so in a dilemma.
I thought all was over
But now it seems that it has revived again
What I see is not what I think
What I think is not what I see
I do not know what is what I see and what I can infer from it
Your actions tell me more about You
All I know is
That
the person might be
You
I thought all was over
But now it seems that it has revived again
What I see is not what I think
What I think is not what I see
I do not know what is what I see and what I can infer from it
Your actions tell me more about You
All I know is
That
the person might be
You
Monday, January 09, 2006
Rainy day
It has been raining for the past few days. I think the weather will last till the Chinese New Year. Meanwhile, caught the Ren Ci Charity show last night. The most touching part of the show was the Chairman of the organisation, Ming Yi fa shi, doing the stunt on the 66th story. It certainly is not easy doing that in the midst of strong winds and slight rain, with the parallel bars being slippery. However he made it. Upon knowing that the number of phone calls were not reaching the target, he sort of allowed tears to flow down from his face, and he appealed to Singaporeans to donate. Well, I certainly do not think that the NKF incident is a good excuse not to donate to other charities. If they are going to be transparent about where their funds are going to, why not give them a chance? It is just like the example of labelling a class as a lousy class just when 1 person does something wrong. I am quite sure if anyone was in such a situation, especially Singaporeans, they would complain for unfairness and that it is not the right way to judge a class based on the fact that 1 person in the class does something wrong. Same principle applies here.
So, I do hope that those who considered the NKF incident as a good excuse not to donate to charities to reconsider their thoughts.
You give me strength, You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I am in your arms I need You to know
I have never been, never been
I have never been, never been
This Close............
So, I do hope that those who considered the NKF incident as a good excuse not to donate to charities to reconsider their thoughts.
You give me strength, You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I am in your arms I need You to know
I have never been, never been
I have never been, never been
This Close............
Sunday, January 08, 2006
1 week after the new year
1 week after the beautiful start of 2006. The school workload is increasing from last year. Well, as Sec 4s, we are expected to be able to cope with the increasing workload. The number of times we are expected to stay back for SSP is also on the rise. If you are able to look at this with a positive attitude and determination, this will not and will never at all pose as a problem.
Actually wanted to blog about so many things but once I start typing my first few sentences onto the computer screen, I could not remember much about what to blog. So, I will just blog about what comes to my mind
Respect, something that everyone wishes to have but sets out in different ways to achieve it. On Saturday, I finally realised that respect can come in small parts. Even the act of trying to inform someone about an event or to tell him that he does not need to bring certain stuff can gain someone's respect. Likewise, great thing and small things alike show much about one's charactor.
Understanding, the key to unlocking almost anything on Earth.
This is to Jamie. You might have misunderstood the tag I posted on my tagboard. That was not directed at you nor was it at anyone else. I just typed that out of boredom and clarified that by posting another tag saying joking only.
I could not be thankful enough for all your tags to even be offended by you. Maybe what I have posted might have been too offensive to some. I apologise for that. But I hope that all has just been a misundestanding and I too on my part apologise for any misunderstandings caused.
Actually wanted to blog about so many things but once I start typing my first few sentences onto the computer screen, I could not remember much about what to blog. So, I will just blog about what comes to my mind
Respect, something that everyone wishes to have but sets out in different ways to achieve it. On Saturday, I finally realised that respect can come in small parts. Even the act of trying to inform someone about an event or to tell him that he does not need to bring certain stuff can gain someone's respect. Likewise, great thing and small things alike show much about one's charactor.
Understanding, the key to unlocking almost anything on Earth.
This is to Jamie. You might have misunderstood the tag I posted on my tagboard. That was not directed at you nor was it at anyone else. I just typed that out of boredom and clarified that by posting another tag saying joking only.
I could not be thankful enough for all your tags to even be offended by you. Maybe what I have posted might have been too offensive to some. I apologise for that. But I hope that all has just been a misundestanding and I too on my part apologise for any misunderstandings caused.
Monday, January 02, 2006
New Year
A new year. Happy 2006. Remember the good memories of 2005 and look forward to a better year in 2006.Raphael said that my blog was like a comic book?Haha. Sometimes when you have inspiring stuff to say, I cant help but to express it in my blog. School's reopening tomorrow. "o" Levels are here in a matter of months. Anyway, I was just thinking of where to go during CNY. Not many relatives to visit. So might just stay at my uncle's house and play Time Crisis 3. But what about day 2 and 3? If there is really no company, I might as well stay at home and study.
Oh today, I called Eunice to ask about the Chinese hmwk and then chatted for a while, since I had 100 mins free. Then she told me had to do hmwk, so cut off. Later, she called me. Why? want to talk crap. Ok, at least I found some entertainment. Tolerance, one word I like. Today, I decided to try that word out. My brother dropped my CD casing while going down the stairs. I wanted to scream at him but decided to carry out tolerance. I told him that it was ok and to throw away the remaining bits of plastic. He apologised to me and did what was necessary. From this, I felt better and like being nicer. Instead of trying to start an argument, I tolerated and made myself a nicer person. What a good feeling to have. I believe that at the end of the day it is your mentality that counts
Will blog soon in a few days time. Meanwhile keep the tagboard moving. Will be back for more words of wisdom.
Oh today, I called Eunice to ask about the Chinese hmwk and then chatted for a while, since I had 100 mins free. Then she told me had to do hmwk, so cut off. Later, she called me. Why? want to talk crap. Ok, at least I found some entertainment. Tolerance, one word I like. Today, I decided to try that word out. My brother dropped my CD casing while going down the stairs. I wanted to scream at him but decided to carry out tolerance. I told him that it was ok and to throw away the remaining bits of plastic. He apologised to me and did what was necessary. From this, I felt better and like being nicer. Instead of trying to start an argument, I tolerated and made myself a nicer person. What a good feeling to have. I believe that at the end of the day it is your mentality that counts
Will blog soon in a few days time. Meanwhile keep the tagboard moving. Will be back for more words of wisdom.
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