YES!!! Manutd r 6 pts above chelsea.. WE R GG TO B CROWNED AS THE 06/07 PREMIER LEAGUE CHAMPIONS SOON!!! GLORY GLORY MANUTD!! WHOO!

Woke up at 6 in the morn ystd to help my aunt carry luggage to the airport. Yups, she's going to HK with my 2 cousins. Then, I went with mum to the bank at city-hall to do some account deposit stuff. Had lunch n headed to raffles city to collect a hcl book from Alicia. Lots of ppl in orchard n I was squeezing through the traffic to get to orchard hotel,only to realise that they had CLOSED DOWN THE OFFICIAL MANUTD STORE THERE!!! Oh gosh, where m I gg to get manutd merchandise if the only official store is closed.

Ate dinner with my aunt n cousin at some restaurant near their house. Wah I must say the security guard is not realli that alert after all. We r not residents there n all my dad has to do is to raise his hand n the guard just lets him drive in.. Hmmmm.. imagine burglars doing the same thing.

Anyways.. up at their apartment, my cousin offered me vodka spiked with sprit. I must say its quite nice. I always drank vodka with coke, but not with sprit. Watched soccer n suddenly, my cousin went "wah wei she me ni de lian jiang hong?" I looked into the mirror and wah, my whole face was super red, even my eyes too. Hahas, then my cousin asked me questions to see if I'm drunk. Dad said tt shld I b driving on e road the police do not need to use a breathalyser against me to test if I'm drunk cos my face shows it all. Oops..

2006 is coming to an end. Its been an eventful year as always. The Os, grad ceremony, this year has tons of partings. Global issues remaining unsolved n ppl suffering under natural disasters. Sometimes, I feel tt those staying in old folk homes r actually much better off than those living in crisis-struck areas. As we S'porean r competing to have the best of material goods, other around the globe r stuck with not even being able to obtain the most simple needs of life, such as a clean water source. Lets hope 2007 is a better year ahead.

I came up with a quote myself. Hahas.." Life is simple, but its humans' wants and desires that complicate it"

To wrap up 2006, my cousin gave me this survey..
Its called my favourites of 2006.

Favourite TV star
Wells, its still the same. Ron Ng

Favourite Drama
Tons.. but I would still go for..Ah Wang

Favourite Soccer Team
MANUTD!! =)

Favourite Basketball team
Phoenix Suns

Favourite Sports player of the year
Christiano Ronaldo!!

Favourite Colour
I hv a new obsession with WHITE

Favourite Sports Brand
Cant really decide between Nike n Adidas..

Favourite Place
My home..

Favourite Pub Location
Devil's Bars at Orchard.. Proudly opened by Manutd!!

3 Favourite Channels on Cable
Undoubtly, its channel 55,51 and 23

Its getting a little boring. Going to watch night at the museum ltr. Heard its nice.. Anyways, most prob going to Clarke Quay to countdown n hv vodka!! Hahas. Many countdown spots for this year, vivocity, esplanade, downtown east, expo.. Alright, have fun n A HAPPY NEW YEAR AHEAD EVERYONE!! =)

Its fun in KL.. Well, blog abt it ltr on..

Oh, Christmas is over. So fast. I mean, its a day that ppl waited for like 3 weeks ago? Yup. N its over now.I spent like? Hmmmm.. 90 bucks on Christmas presents this year. Haha.. Anyways, my cousin's nice to hv sent me a Manutd scarf over from England.

Now on my trip..

Day 1- 23 Dec
Drove up to KL with my aunt n cousins.. We stayed in this super nice hotel, the Bejaya Times Square. Aunt said that hotel is getting more n more famous nowadays. Well, to me, shopping is all that matters. Went abt the shops n surprisingly, didnt really buy much. Or rather, I cant find anything suitable to buy. I changed my mood from a shopping one to a relaxed one. So to suit my mood, I asked my aunt to drive up to Genting. Its an hour's drive up there. Fortunately, we got a hotel room amidst all the ppl rushing to get them. Walked around the shops before heading back to the room to sleep.

Day 2- 24 Dec
Went to the outdoor theme park. The rides were, so-so bah. Not really that exciting I would say. Spent the whole day there until about 5 in the evening. Then, my parents, my uncle n his family arrived at Genting too.After dinner, the adults went to the casino while my other cousins stayed in their room to either eat tibits, watch TV or sleep.. Only I was walking around aimlessly in the plaza looking for smth to do.. It then dawned upon me that there was Christmas eve soccer matches. So I headed to the bar n it was quite crowded there, but I managed to get a table meant for four. At 1st, I thgt "wow, so much space fer me".. Ltr on, I was joined by these 3 korean teenage tourists to "fill up the seats" Mind you, they're all females. They could speak a little english so communication wise there was not much of a problem. Oh, they are manutd fans too.. HAHA. Anyways, they can really hold their liquor. 2 cups of Vodka was the most I think I can take to stay alert. For them, it was 3 cups of Martell. Oh my, Martell you know. 40% alcohol. They're really good drinkers. After the match, I headed down to this stage where theres a Christmas party to countdown to Christmas. The people there are really high. Joined in the fun before going back to the room to sleep..

Day 3 -Dec 25
This day can b summed up using 3 words.. I WENT HOME!!

2 years of going to M'sia can b quite boring. For a change..haha.. I'm going to Japan next year I suppose. Its gonna b fun going to Disneyland with my cousins n not having the problem of ppl cutting queues n being rude, like whats happening in HK now.

Belated Christmas everyone..=)

You must stay strong..

Your Birthdate: July 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you. Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first. You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world. An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be. Your strength: Your intuition Your weakness: You put yourself last Your power color: Rose Your power symbol: Cloud Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Let me tell you how I got the X'mas atmosphere today.. I went to my cousins' house n guess what.. they entertained me with the X'mas edition of Tom n Jerry n Mickey Mouse Dvds..And I had mini Oreos for breakfast..small cups of Milos.. small chicken biscuits..Yup.. everything MINI!!!

Then dad and mum came to save my day by bringing me out.. Whoo..Went to Causeway point. then J8. Saw Bryan Wong n Kim Ng there.. They were interviewing some ppl.. Mayb its fer their programme bah..

Out of the blue.. I got a bball jersey from Dad. Didnt expect him to get me that.. As in..I cant link.. haha..

I hv to report to college on 26th DEC?? Oh man.. boxing day and by 8.30 I hv to be in sch fer briefing? N failure to show up could cause a forfeit in that college.. Oh gosh..

I want to hold Your hand and run

Finally, the long awaited episode.. Its really sad to see the 2 loving charactors being separated. They were just that close to be together again.. Oh wells, you cant do anything if the script-writer wants the drama to go this way. Anyway, if any 1 of you out there thinks that such a story would not happen out there in the real world, well you are wrong. What I'm going to type next might,hmmm.. change your perception perhaps.

I'm sure some out there have heard of the loving story behind Mr James Kim. It came out in the Sunday Times a couple of weeks ago and many in the US followed the story about him.

Lets just have a brief introduction here about what happened. Mr James Kim was going on Thanksgiving holiday visits with his family(His wife and 2 daughters). They took a wrong turn and went into a logging path, which was supposed to be closed to outsiders due to the heavy snow conditions. However, the gate to prevent outsiders from entering was open due to vandalism. So unknowingly, Mr James Kim and his family ventured inside in their family wagon. They faced heavy snow and it was impossible to carry on the journey. Thus, they settled in there and had to burn car tyres and magazines to keep themselves warm as they had run out of gasoline. Mr James Kim wanted to look for help. He told his wife that he would come back for them, even if aid was unavailable. Then, he left.

Soon, his family friends and colleagues filed a missing person report on him as they found it puzzling for his family not to arrive home when they should have days ago. Rescue ops began to start searching for him and his family. They found his family, alive. However, later on, he was discovered dead. Maybe you guys can read the rest on the internet.. because its gonna be a long post if I carry on..

Anyway. I think he's a really loving dad n husband. Filled with Love. The distance that he had covered in the snow really makes him 'superhuman'.. he travelled about 10 miles in such terrible conditions and even the rescue op members praise him for his determined spirit, because they didnt even believe that he could make it that far, considering that he only had some clothes on him. Unfortunately,if he had made it a mile down, he would have gotten some help. But, he didnt make it eventually. Its really tragic to see such a happening. I sorta received some help from his online video MP3 guide and thats how I got to know him.. Its really sad. His Love for his wife and his 2 daughters made him do the impossible, but in the end, its still a sad ending. I'm sure his wife and 2 daughters will be consoled to know that he loves them deeply. I pray that his soul will rest in peace, for his Loving spirit was really admirable..

Who says there is no True Love.. There is still True Love in the world. Maybe its time that we put down all rewards and perform the act of True Love itself..

I'm willing to let You go, knowing well that You might never return..

5 signs that shows u r in luv

1. As soon as you get online - whose name do you look at first
2. when you hear your phone ringing -who do you hope is calling
3. when a love song comes on the radio -whose face comes to your mind
4. whose name makes your heart skip a beat everytime you hear it
5. who is it that you always find yourself thinking about - wondering if they are thinking about you

X'mas is nearing!! haha.. in like another week's time? Yup. time passes so quickly..Went down to orchard today to do X'mas shopping.. I walked like, almost the whole of orchard, centrepoint, specalist shopping centre, cineleisure, Heeren, orchard point, taka, tangs, shaw. Wow, so many places. My mum bought quite alot of chocos fer her friends' children. Me? haha, I bought a converse shirt n pants, OP boardshorts, a billabong shirt n a pencil case. Well, Im not intending to use the pencil case, cos mine's quite new n I'm thinkin of giving it to those who wants a pencil case fer christmas..Oh, and I heard my aunt got me a bodyglove shirt from Aus. Yeaps, my cupboard's gonna have many new 'members' this mth, considering tt I only buy new clothes on X'mas n CNY.. =)

Lent many new DVDs from my cousin ystd.. so its gonna be DVDs for most of this week, but still, they dont hv Open Season yet. I think that movie is best watched in the cinema. Nvm, find someone to watch it with me soon..

It does not matter if my eyes cannot recall your image anymore, so long as my heart always remembers You..

Spent a boring morning at Tampines.. Went there to visit the new courts n ikea store.. Thgt that I could spend most of the time at courts instead of walkin ard aimlessly in ikea.. Who knows, courts was so crowded that you had to queue to get in there n it left me with no choice but to "shop" in ikea..

Told dad tt my day was wasted walkin ard the boring ikea store..so in order to just "make my day feel worthwhile", he brought me to bugis.. Hmm.. thats much better..haha.. Anyway, saw wei ming at bugis street then also saw a few sec 4s while walkin in bugis junction. Didnt really buy anything, except fer a OP shirt as mum's christmas present. So in conclusion, my day is really wasted!!!

You are the only One I hoped for..

Spent the day today at Mum's office helping her out with the Admin stuff. Well, I just sat in her room helping to paste stamps onto the envelopes and write down the cheque invoices for her clients. Its really tiring, really tiring. I had a stiff neck after sitting down for like 2 hs? Yeah, that's how working life is. At least now I get an experience of what working is like and yup, treasure my free-time now.

Next week's episode of Triumph in the skies looks quite sad. In the sense that the charactors in the story are going to go through the most stressful part of their lives, with the departing of 1 of their friend. Its a must see. Actually I feel quite sorry for the guy called Vincent. He puts in his best towards building up a good relationship between he and his wife but in the end, it is all coming to an abrupt end.. The thing I admire is that he is able to accept it and it is clearly displayed that he loves his wife alot. Many a times, we try to force a love relationship between ourselves and our desired partners, but as much as we do, sometimes, we do not realise that love cannot be forced, it can only be nurtured and it is not necessary to have your partner by your side.. all it needs is for you to care for him/her and this is what is meant by true love.

What's not meant to be mine, shall never be..all it matters is for You to be happy..that's enough.

What another day of seeing the usual dramas, bloggin n chattin.. Well, I realli wish to just do smth new, smth extraordinary.. say like learning to play the piano.. I wanted to learn the piano v much after the Os but cleanly forgot all abt it. I hv this whole list of songs tt Im waitin to play on the piano n I guess I hv to wait till Jan next yr to start deciding abt it again..

Anyway.. I signed up fer a 10 lesson tennis course. I find the sport quite fun but too bad, I keep having the wrong posture and its either I hit the ball too hard or the ball just hits the net.. Its quite troublesome to walk and collect the ball because its simply too time consuming..

I hoped tt You were mine when I first saw You..

After browsing through the songs in my MP3 today, I realised tt I only hv like 5 Eng songs in there.. The rest? Chinese and Cantonese ones.. Also, recently, I find tt Cantonese pop songs are really quite nice too..

Played soccer today with some small kids at the nearby street soccer court today.. Guess what? I played until I sorta burned 2 holes at the tip of my street soccer shoes.. Quite obvious holes. I just cant figure out how I managed to kick till my shoes had these 2 holes.. puzzling..

I just want to let You know..

I jus hv this to say.. Chocolates with liquor are simply delectable. Wah, the taste of some alcohol when mixed with chocolates is wonderful.. But too bad, I cant eat so much of it, lest it makes my exercises go down the drain..

Read this book called Opening the door of your heart. Its a v enjoyable read, and by the way, its written by a Caucasian monk.. Well, I read this story tt's quite interesting n I think theres no harm sharing it. He wrote tt sometimes, being the last in class is actually not a bad thing after all. He went on to say tt by being the last in class, you have sort of done a heroic sacrifice by allowing your peers who have better class positions than you to be comforted tt they are not tt bad after all. Even though you might be sad at having such lousy results, at least you hv done smth to please yr classmates..Hahaha..how interesting can this be.. But well.. its still quite true after all..=)

I still believe..

Hehe.. skipped weekend bloggin...

Jus back frm Raffles place.. Lunched there with mum n bro. Ate at Jack's Place.. This is the..hmmm.. 5th time Im there to eat this mth.. Haha.. so Im quite familiar with e menu there.. Anyway, Mum bought this chocolate cake tt's so nice.. Theres a little alcoholic content in it but its so delicious.. The chocolate is thick n e cake is quite soft.. Well, e price is also quite "nice" too.Haha..

Went to M'sia on Sat with my cousins and aunties.We booked e whole bus n yup, all 40 of us.. Its jus a 1 day trip ard Desaru. The tour guide brought us to this new n quite big shopping mall there.Lots of discounts since its e M'sia carnival sale.. Bought a Bodyglove n Converse shirt cos theres 30% storewide sale.. Next, we proceeded to e fruits farm to understand how fruits r grown in M'sia. I thgt it would b boring but it was not.. Quite interesting I shld say.. Last but not least, my favourite section..SEEING THE FIREFLIES.. Wah cool sia.. They brought us to this super quiet and dark river n as e boat drifts slowly parallel to e river bank, you can see fireflies start appearing n in no time, lots of them.. Its just like a super bright Christmas tree. Beautiful sight.. Some fireflies would start moving towards e boat then ZOOM, back into e forests.. Its magnificent.. I think I want to ask Dad to drive us up there to experience such a nice sight again..

Watch Ah Wang ep.2 1 particular night n I came across this scene.. In tt part of e show, they talked abt how appearance matters alot n what type of hse you live in reflects yr social status.. Wah, firstly, I hate such classification.. looking at those who stay in HDB flats with a different eye.. Many ppl look down on those who stay in HDB flats b'cos they think tt condos and private housing are much more so called "class" Pls lorh.. some ppl who stay in condos have those small TVs n dun own cars but those who stay in HDB do.. Just tt you have a security guard and a swimming pool makes you look better.. And anyway, most condos have a smaller area than some 4 or 5 room HDB flats.. Take my uncle fer example.. I bet most ppl who stay in condos do not have as much flat-screen TVs, computers, DVD players than he has.. In the end, my uncle still stays in a HDB flat.. I mean, whats wrong with staying in HDB flats.. What matters more is who you are rather than where you live in.. =)

I think inspirational books are nice reading materials.. It challenges your mind on your personal principles VS the author's values.. it sorts of changes one's perspective towards certain things and way of life..

I asked myself what would I be if I had not met you.. I thought for a long time and finally I knew the answer.. Should I not have met you, I would not be thinking of you every single moment..

See the song on the left-hand column? Yup, the song by Kiss, called Because Im a girl.. tt song is nice, as in the tune is nice and the MV is nice too. You can view it at Youtube. In the video, theres this guy who carelessly places an open bottle of chemicals at the top of the cupboard.. His gf reaches out to the top of the cupboard to take smth and yah, the chemicals were spilled into her eyes.. She became blind as a result.. The guy was feelin guilty and he gave his pair of eyes to her, depriving himself of the magnificent colours of this wonderful world.. The girl was overjoyed to regain her sight but missed her bf. One faithful day, she saw this guy with dark sunglasses and a dog. She knew tt it was her bf. She went up to him and picked up a photo tt he dropped.. It was a photo of her.. Then.. she knew what happened.. Its very touching.. tts what I mean by the true spirit of LOVE.. If you LOVE someone, your only aim is for them to be happy.. Its just tt simple.. Dun forget to see the video!!





I travelled to the airport twice this week. Yah, I know ppl must be wonderin, you're crazy to visit the airport when you dun have a flight to catch. But hey, its one place tt you can get peace and just see aircrafts fly off and land.. Somehow, it just gives one a v nice feelin.. or at least it gives me a wonderful feelin.. However, the thing is, sitting in the main halls is so much different from being in the departure hall. I love to travel on the aeroplane. Its just an appetiser to what Im goin to see ltr on in the countries I visitin.. Its just so cool to go travellin.. seeing the sights and knowing the way of life far beyond our homeland.. For now, I realli want to travel to Italy and visit this place called the Colosseum in Rome.. They filmed tt place in Triumph in the skies.. The Trevi fountain is v nice too..It is said tt The bliss of returning to the Eternal City is guaranteed to all foreigners who, with their back turned, throw a coin over their shoulder into the fountain. Well, tts what they do in Triumph in the skies too.. ITALY IS NEXT....

A wish with You is all I need...

Just feelin so tired these days. I rise early in the day and do not take afternoon naps.. However, this being the hols, I shld be active and all, instead of feeling tired and sleepy most of the time.. Depression also sets in occasionally, thus ruining my appetite.. No exams to go for, relaxed period of time, and yet Im having all these negative feelings running in me.. Looks like its time for me to take a walk outside and calm my inner self..

Oh, my cousin just got a huge Gillian Cheung poster up in her study room.Well, it was given to her and btw,shes not a Gillian Chung fan.. Seriously, no offence to Charlene Choi fans out there,but I think Gillian Chung is prettier than Charlene.. Charlene still appeals to me as a small little mei-mei.. Cute as she may be, but I would pick Gillian Chung if I was given a choice to choose the better of the two..Anyway, twins's Wo Hen Xiang Ai Ta is still in my top 10 fav chi songs list, because no matter who's prettier, the songs they sing are just as nice..

You are the Rainbow of my heart...

Spent my weekends scanning through the cablevision channels.. Then I realised smth.. I practically had all the channels available, except for those channel 62 and above cos Im using the analog machine.. I was so surprised to see those Indian channels and overseas channel available.. This is so COOL...

Christmas is nearing soon.. and yah I can feel the it in the atmosphere.. Nope, I did not make a trip down to Orchard road to see the magnificent lightings.. Guess what.. I can feel it because, my younger cousins keep playin Christmas songs and I can hear those songs even though I hv closed the door and Im a level above them. Too bad for me, for they love those songs...I just changed the verion of Santa Clause is coming to town to try and scare them.. I sang " ... Im tellin you why, Im going to whack you right now..." Unfortunately, the both of them laughed at me.. =(

Oh bro brought his friend and his bro home today.. Didnt know that my bro friend's bro is frm ZHSS too.. He's in 3E5 and I think hes called Kee Kia Weng.. Nvm, I didnt went down to entertain him either..

AND... When the three of them were busy plain at home, I was quite bored and mum was sleepin in the room, so theres no TV availabe, except the smaller ones...So, I went to my Grandma's place, which is like 2 blocks away frm my house.. Wow, I love it there, cos my uncle really has lots of nice things in his house. To begin with, he has 4 computers, 3 laptops, 3 plasma TVs, a Playstation 2, a Xbox, cool docks to put your Ipod, nice HPs with no sim cards in there, cool movies and yah, lots of tidbits.. Enjoyed myself there watching The fast and The furious Tokyo Drift.. Im sorry but, yup, I influenced my 2, sec 1 and P6, cousins to watch with me too, cos its really fantastic to on the speakers loudly and hear the cool sounds of the cars drifting..

Chong1 Xiang4 Yun2 Xiao1 really makes one want to be part of the cabin crew, be it being a pilot or air steward/stewardess.. those exciting scenes are really quite exciting and beautiful sights of other countries really temtps you further.. Hmmm... wondering what I would look like if I was a pilot.. Anyway.. Im love travellin.. Oh yeah, after 2 years of listening, Im able to quite accurately sing Chen Hui Shan's Chong1 Xiang4 Yun2 Xiao1 subsong, the song at the end of every episode.. But sometimes, even I myself do not know what Im singing, still, I can sing it out, because its 2 YEARS of listening after all..

I want to hug You.. to tell You that I will always be there for You, even though I cannot be with You.. because my love for You exceeds the want of possessing You..

SHAG AH... The only thing I have to say today.. Played tennis, then hit the gym, then swam and finally bball... All in a day, within 8 hs.. My arms are not aching surprisingly but my knee-cap feels a little uncomfortable.. Well, apart frm those camps tt I hv attended, I hv never done so much exercise before.. But, the reward at the end of it all, bbq sotong and stingray, not forgetting my fav chinese sausage.. HAHA

I have recently discovered tt Bosco Wong is starring in a number of shows, the 7pm show on channel U, the 8pm show on channel 55, the 9pm show on channel 55 and the 10pm show on channel U.. I was like watching these shows and then hah, came to this amazing discovery.. Grandma said he acts quite well and yah, I agree tt his acting has really improved alot.. But Ron Ng and Joe Ma are still my number 1 idol fer TVB dramas.. (PS, my cousins are Ron Ng fans and so I got influenced by them, cant imagine them being a member of every Ron Ng forum available)

I have received my 1st Christmas present ystd!! Its a backpack frm my mum's friend.. I just teared open the present without seeking mum's permission and she was like" So fast open alr? Not christmas yet leh" Well, bro got an OP bag..

Recently, I found out frm the internet and frm a friend of mine, tt height is not only determined by your daily diet, genes and exercise.. Another factor for growth is your emotional well-being.. Studies shown tt a depressed person would experience more hindrance in growth than those who are optimistic.. Frm what I read, the reason is due to the release of growth hormones. If you are depressed most of the time, your body will not release growth hormones as much as when you are feeling happier.. These growth hormones are vital in some kinda special way. So the bottom line? When you are happier, you grow taller!! =)

I just want you to know, no matter what happens, me being there for you is never a lie, its a unbreakable promise..... from me.. to you.

Went to the SITEX fair at Expo today.. Lots of ppl there, searching for good deals for those computer stuff.. Hmmmm... Saw my K5 MP3 player there. They finally came out with the casing fer it, but not for sale to the public and it comes only with the MP3 player when you but it on the spot.. Oh wells..

Oh yeah, another thing to mention.. The W850I phone I saw at the SITEX fair was really cool.. I mean the sleek design and fascinating functions.. It caught my aunt so much tt she went off frm her booth to the Starhub booth to buy it. But hehe, she asked me to bring it home fer her and she said that theres a condition attatched to it for trying out her phone.. to take care of the 2 small brats at home who are playin their power rangers in the roof-top garden.. Arghh..

Started on my first exercise regime today.. Muhahah.. It was playing bball in the morning. Wah, my hand is aching now frm that playing,even though 12 hours have past? It jus goes to show tt Im not evercising regularly.. Ok, more exercise to come then..

Anyway, back to TV programmes again. I have discovered when Im at home, more than half the day is spent of TV. Here is how my "TV time-table" goes..

[8am-9am] News in the morning
[10.30am-12pm] Tian2 Sun1 Ye2 Ye (Channel 55)
[12pm-12.45pm] War of the in-laws (Channel 55)
[1pm-1.45pm] Ah Wang4 Xing1 Zhuan4 (Channel 55)
[5.15pm-6.45pm] Sun1 Wu3kong1 II (Channel 55)
[7.30pm-8pm] ESPN Sportscentre (Channel 23)
[8pm-9pm] ESPN Sportsshow for the day (Channel 23)
[10pm-11pm] Chong1 Xiang4 Yun2 Xiao1 (Channel U)

See what I mean.. I said tt I spend most of my time in front of tt box. Well, Most of the programmes are TVB dramas. I can confidently say tt when I enter a VCD rental shop, I would have seen at least 50% of the TVB dramas there.. Why? Cos Im a TVB fanatic.. WHOOO..YES!!

Going to my cousin's place to celebrate her b'day tmr.. So, it means more exercise again because I can hit for the gym, bball court, tennis court, badminton court, Golf training court, swimming pool and finally, the jacuzzi.. But I gotta prepare for a muscle ache at the end of it all..

A smile from You is all that I need to know that its right loving You..

Ok, up with my new blogskin.. I think that its cool, esp. with the big tree and the Guy with the guitar, makes me feel like so warm and relaxed.. The special green colour is also very unique, never seen it before but I think its really cool.. Nice blend of colours I should say.. But the colour of the tagboard just does not really that fit in, well, I am too lazy to change it.. Lolx.. =P

I think I am putting on too much weight.. Not been exercising fer like the past 2 months?.. Hmmm... seriously, its time to get fit.. I remembered that during pri 6 when I was running fer the sch fer the national track and field competition, I was very very dark and mum was like "wah why so dark?" Well, during that time, I was very active in sports and yah besides running, I was also involved in Wushu.. So I was quite fit during those pri 6 days.. Now, its not the same anymore.. Ok, better get a exercise time-table up soon.

Yesterday I had a dream.. A very nice one..I was dreaming of me running and holding the hands of someone.. ( yah, its my HER) There was this war going on and we were just running and running.. We ran into this small little house and were like tellin each other how much we loved one another and that we wont be apart.. (I think I told her more stuff than she did) Yah, then, I woke up. ARghhh, I want to dream more about the ending but well, Fate does not allow me to.. After the dream, I was walking around the house like theres something bothering me and I skipped breakfast and lunch due to that strange feeling.. I dont know, but I have a feeling that something's gonna happen and that its such a familiar feeling to me, as if I have gone through it before..

Just finished helping mum with her office work, the simple task of drawing some lines and filing in the titles for the various columns in the exercise book she asked me to. Well, shes been coming home quite late lately and its certainly not good to see her tired face. Her boss is givin her too much accounting work to do and she says that working life is just like that, no choice.. For dad, hes coming home at around 6 these days. Not that he does not have any work to do, but he is bringing the work home to do. Its really terrible to see your parents sloggin out and coming back home late, with me at home enjoying myself after the Os. For them, there is no end to their work.

Tell me that I should trust You, tell me to believe your every word, tell me that what others say are lies, and I will tell you that You are my only one.. The one I love..

Went home half-way during the chalet, well not many were staying back and I was quite tired yesterday too.

Hmm.. watched happy feet ystd.Nice movie. Well, theres this part where the sealion jumped out of the water and yah accompanying it was just a sudden loud BOOM.. As I was sitting beside the speaker, naturally I got a minor shock. Lolx.But the rest of the movie was naturally COOL.. the bottomline of the movie? Hmm.. dun spoil the fun.. See it and you will know.. =)

Oh, I am finally having some peace at home, with my 2 baby cousins sleeping.. Dun judge the both of them by their cute and innocent faces. Dont ever. Because you will regret it. Why? They are angels on the surface but deep down.. Wow.. I dont wanna mention how mischievous they are. Bathing for them is already such a chore because they keep running about in the bath room.. anywhere but the showering area. AND, they must bring in some power ranger to the bathroom.. -_-" But but but.. today's funny. The 2 of them seem tired so I just played some Tom and Jerry videos and ZZzzz.. they were asleep.. At least until 2pm before chaos again..

Anyway, I feel like changing my blogskin.. The fonts for the post are a little too small and yup, everything's like being squeezed together.. Shall search for a suitabe blogskin over the next few days..

I was taking the bus 88 from Pasir Ris back home after the bbq.. I like such long, quiet bus rides, with the company of my mp3 player and my favourite songs.. Not many people were on the upper deck, say about 3?. So I was just looking out of the window and looking at the people walking on the streets.. thinking about how life has been, the people, and many more stuff.. Well, its during this quiet and soothing bus rides that I have managed to just think calmly about life and decide for the future.. Its just fantastic..

Tonight is the night I will start my continuation of Truimph in the skies, after I missed like half of the whole drama 1 year ago? Yah and since my aunt does not have the DVD from Shanghai, so I would have to wait for the TV to broadcast it. The show is really nice, the scenes, the actors and actresses and yup definetely the song.. I just love the tvb songs from the dramas. In that show, the actors I like would be Issac, Donald and Vincent (these are their names in the drama) and the actresses would be Yishan and Zita.. I dun really like the Zoe, cos I find that shes a little.. I dunno how to describe.. Lolx. Anyway after watching the show, it really spurred me to love travelling and yup, I really love travelling. Mum would make sure that the whole family travels once a year, be it to a neighbouring country or some other country.. Well, I really would like to visit Italy and hmm.. HK!! Went to HK 3 times since young but that time still didnt watch any TVB dramas yet, now I really would wish to go there again. Italy because of the nice scenes and sights..

I still think Chen Hui Shan's subsong in Truimph in the skies is the best song for my blog.. Lolx. because it is music to my ears.. Hehe.

Such a long post.. Actually I have more to blog about,but gonna save some for the days to come.. For now, oops its 12pm, time fer War of the in-laws.. Gtg, bb..=)

No matter what, I will be there for you, because loving you means giving you happiness and staying by your side always..

OK,Im postin again here....Lolx.. I posted the Aeng Mu Sae from the Goong series at the tagboard section so those who want to listen to it... GOGOGOGO.... Have a little patience though.. cos the starting is not really tt nice.. but the chorus is well.. fantastic....!!

Ok, I agree with the person at my tagboard whos sticking out her tongue and tellin me that TVB dramas ROCK... Lolx... Yup... they do..

Anyway... today... I woke up at 7 in the morning despite sleeping quite late (11.30pm?).. Just to? CLEAN UP MY ROOM!!!... Lolx.. ok..

Firstly.. I cleared up all e sec 1 and sec 2 assessment books and stuff..(I dun even know why I kept them in the first place)...Yah... all the science assessment and stuff. Didnt know that I accumulated so many in the first place... then its down to the textbooks.. Wow.. so many textbooks I have man... I cant imagine keeping them in my not-so-usually opened cupboard fer at least 2 years?? Lolx..

Next.. A trip down memory lane.. I was clearing my personal stuff... Yah.. and I found this small box which had coloured strips which is suppossed to be used for folding paper stars..(I forgot who I folded for...) And yah.. I then sat down and started folding those stars slowly. cos forget how to fold them..haha... then... fold and fold and fold until.. I folded them ALL.. So just kept it in a glass container to give to my future gf... lolx...

Ok I realised I have just too much unwanted stuff in my drawer.. All those photographs from the camps.. manual books for those electronic devices and yah.. so many many more... However... I am quite reluctant to throw them away.. cos it gives me a feeling that I am throwing away some part of my memory.. ya know.. smth liddat... Lolx.. nvm.. as the saying goes.. If the old don't go.. the new wont come.. SO JUST THROW..

Ok finally finished all the throwing away.. Now for the finale.. THE AMOUNT OF UNWANTED STUFF COLLECTED.. Just then, mum called.. she asked me if I was done clearing all my stuff.. Guess what I told her... I asked her if I can stack up all those unwanted books and papers until it reached the ceiling of the second storey.. and mum said that she could not imagine so many books being kept in that drawer and cupboard of mine.. she just cant imagine... Well.. I cant too.. Lolx..

Whew.. finished clearing at last.. and yup.. found some stuff that I thgt was lost in the first place... Finally.. a nice and neat room... Well, I dun really like ppl touching my stuff in the first place.. cos if things gets missing... I will be extremely fustrated.. So if no one touched my things and and things really do get missing.. then its nobody's fault.. not even mine.. because I will forgive myself... =)

Going fer the 2e3 chalet ltr.. Thinking abt it.. clearing up my stuff makes my blocked nose better!! B'cos.. I EXERCISED... Hehe..

The faint sight of you in my eyes... the brightness of you in my heart...

A week after the Os.. Been to chalet, played the PS2 until Im bored of it and yah... the thing that still is entertaining me is the computer and the TV... Whoo.. Playing Mahjong rocks too...

Anyway, spent my weekend looking fer new sec sch fer my bro and yah.. took e chance to see the students and the facilities of e other schs... I must say, Victoria is nice.. It has a nice ,newly-built hostel and the sch has like 4 lifts? The sch is 7 stories high btw.. Anyway.. visited Anglican High and Chung Cheng High too... Then took a walk at Parkway Parade... Went to watch Casino Royale alone since my bro and parents didnt want to see it...

Went to Suntec today and ltr visited Bugis street... Bugis Street is a nice place... All the fashion clothings and stuff are all there... COOL...

Ok... I am jus having this bad flu now.. Had it since the morning started... Going to take the flu medicine soon and hope it gets better.. otherwise.. I dont think I can go fer the 2E3 chalet.....

I would like to just say that Channel 55 rocks... I would like watch at least a drama a month from the channel... Well.. Its the channel that I see e most often.. other than the soccer and movie channels... It is still right to say that TVB dramas are still the best... And yah... there is Ah Wang 2 now on channel 55 at 8pm I think... Getting to know more ppl with that channel and yup.. its great to own that channel... I think it would be perfectly alright for me to say that I am a channel 55 fan.. cos I have been suscribing to that channel fer like at least 5 years? Lolx...Its amazing to know that I have seen quite a large number of HK dramas...

Jus finished catching Goong just now... wow.. nicest korean drama I have ever seen.. I mean the music is cool and the main actress is really adorable and yah... needless to say.. cute...The storyline is quite interesting too and the solemn expression some of the actors and actresses put onto their faces are really realistic... Oh.. I wish to comment that the Hui Ming princess's(Xin's elder sister) hairstyle is really cool.. and her eyes are quite big and bright too... And.. her smile is quite nice I shld say...ok tts all fer Goong bah.. Nice show indeed.. Heard that Goong 2 is coming out soon.. Gotta go watch it if it really is coming out soon... GOONG ROCKS

Oh speaking about Goong music.. theres this song called Aeng Mu Sae by Howl.. he sang this song which is a subsong in Goong.. WOW.. I love that song man.. Its really nice, esp. the chorus part.. sort of like gentle then wah... releasing his feelings... You can catch it on Youtube too...

Watching you silently.. loving you deeply... thinking about you daily...

1st post after the Os......

Ok. I am just back from the 4e4 chalet.. Jus stepped into e house like 10 mins ago...? ok.. At first morning not sleepy de... then thgt can hold it out.. Who knows in e bus hor.. feel like sleeping sia... Ok. its natural, after playing Mahjong from 12 to 4 ystd night... Lolx... Nv played fer so long before... Shiok man...

Ok. Going to do some blog viewing first then go to take a rest.. which most probably means taking a nap... But now dun feel like doing so.. So maybe go pack my table or smth liddat.. Anyway, I jus want to say that the floor tt I slept on ystd night(or rather this morning) reminds me of the days at my NP camp.. the super super hard floor or grass... Sleep liao wake up aching a bit sia...

Anyway.. Need to do my net surfing after not using the comp. fer like 1 day? Lolx... TC ppl...

It pains to see you hurt.. to see you being the fool without being able to not make you one...

Finished the English paper today... Closed up on SS too... Well, still a lot more to go with Geog P2 tmr...

Got the year-book today.. As usual, looking through everything.. Last year book of the school.. I did not and really, cannot imagine myself in the graduating classes section of the year-book.. thgt it was still a couple of years to go before my photo is in there.. But, yeah, fact is it is now in there, together with my class-mates of 4 years, some 2.. Keep seeing my seniors inside there, now its me instead.. Anyway, the year-books are fun looking through, seeing the familiar faces of friends,aquaintances and school-mates alike.. All the various activities conducted by the school and the joyful smiles on everyone's faces... Really feel part of the school family kinda feeling.. Nth much to blog fer now.. going back to my studies for my geog P2..

What if I let you go?
I will never know..
What my life will be..
Holding you close to me..
Will I ever see..
You smiling back at me..
How will I know..
If I let you go..

Oh its a day before the Os offically kick off tomorrow for 2 weeks... Wish everyone luck in their Os. All e best and Good Luck, Jiayous!!!

Ok, I am back ranting abt how good and nice and how fascinated I am with Goong and the songs... Finally and finally,I managed to get hold of the Goong "Perhaps Love" song and this time, muhaha, its the KOREAN version... I got the chi version earlier on... not too satisfied with it, cos it does not give me the feel, eh feel is impt in songs lorh, no feel, listen fer what... cos must be able to connect with the song mah... haha, I think I sound like a musician here...

Oh, and I was jus daydreaming ealier on abt a quote from Goong... If anyone can remember... the part where the Empress was chatting with the royal prince (LU) during the royal dinner... She mentioned that sometimes, the bond between people are what we desire most but the results cannot be seen by putting in effort... She said it depends on the charactor of both parties and their fate (smth liddat,cos she was trying to persuade the LU to give up on Caijing).. Well, I find it quite true leh.. sometimes, somethings,effort alone is not enough... you need to have that stroke of luck and the fate to bind both of you together and where can we obtain the luck and fate?? Oh wells, only God knows... =)

I think I am sort of in love with korean songs... Well,the cause is not only Goong, but also when I am at my tuition teacher's hse fer tuition, she would play some nice korean pop songs and yar, they are really music to the ears... Wah, I am becoming a korean fan here. haha.. maybe I might support the korean national soccer team in the near future(I dunno..) haha.. With this korean trend coming up, I think I am gonna ask mum to bring me to korean again next year.. The last time I went was.. when I was pri 3? Yar, so young then.. only managed to have a feel of real snow at ard 1 in the morn?! haha. But those who went with me at that time all agreed that it is a fantastic place to visit and I remember buying tons of pokemon stuff from there...

Every smile of yours gives me another reason to love you and hold you tightly...

Ok, I am quite obsessed with the Goong's theme songs. They are quite nice, as in possessing the some sort of sentimental value, the slow drifting tunes. Well, I prefer such kinda songs to those fast types, unless they are really that good. Hmmm... gonna ask my tuition teacher to lend me the disc fer the all the Goong theme songs...

Was flipping through the year book a moment ago. Laughed at some of my pictures during my lower sec days. Haiz, how I wished they could all come back again, once again... We all looked quite funny during the lower sec days, with all our special "trademarks" and our nonsense. Haha. Enjoyable period of time that was. Well, sometimes its better to just express everything out than to just stay conservative and remain silent in the corner. At least I had fun playin and laughing ard with my friends...

With the Os coming up soon, really soon, its time to make a wise decision.. Some of my subjects have not been good, and I feel that its time to concentrate on some really good ones that I have the confidence to score in. I dont mind failing subjects, at least that beats going to an institution that I do not wish to enter...
The most important, the combination of the L1R5. That is what really matters..

Chem prac coming up on Tuesday. All the best to everyone taking the exams.. Chem is one subject that one can really score in...

No fairytale endings, its just me and YOU......

Whooooo,I have just realised, I HAVE NOT BEEN TO A SINGLE DETENTION IN MY WHOLE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!!!!!!!! So much for doing all those nonsensical pranks, no detention fer me... Funny

If a person is uptight about you, you mean the whole world to that person.....

Ok, I am still having that nostalgia hanging ard me..... Guess what? I heard the song graduation 100 times today. I nv heard a song so many times before.... Ystd was like a "last time to....." in the sch fer me, even though I am coming back fer a few days during study leave. Well, at least everyone appreciates one another for now and hope the friendships stays on forever. I didnt have this in pri sch... dunno why now have... NVM.

Manutd VS Liverpool tomorow. Wish United the best of luck, and I am sure with their excellent performance, it would be quite easy to defeat Liverpool.WHoHOOHOHOH. Manutd Jiayousss!!! ( Dunno why but I seem to love to say the word Jiayousss these few days......)

Ok today's grad day...

Had the grad ceremony and all the parting words and advices for us...

Still not willing to leave the sch

cos its like a lot of memories left in there

a whole treasure box of them all

Let me name them all

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All e nonsensical stuff happened here. From singing funny songs to playing WWE cards to attending and pon-ing ELDDS. All happened here. Also, the times we played soccer and our sort of 'innocence' and the want to try and break a few of the sch rules. Haha. None failed to amuse me. Its all great thinking about all of it now but sad to know that we are parting soon. Nvm, hope to see everyone at the class chalet.

4e4
This is when I sort of really knew how to play some proper soccer and yar, all the lousy results and 'tiko-ing' ard. Haha.

NPCC
This CCA strengthen me in many ways. I learnt to be more independent and make better decisions as well as to become a leader in my own way. The friends I made were all terrific. They were there to help in times of troubles and yup, we all loved to joke ard with lame issues and all the act-cute stuff. The 'hiong' camps too were a challenge to us but a sweet reward in the end.

I would really like to THANK those that made a difference in my secondary school life. Its terrific knowing all of you and I have walked out of this school being VALUE-ADDED in 1 way or another. Yup, so keep in contact everyone!!

Heard the song graduation quite a number of times now. Sounds nice, esp. today. Saw the lyrics too. Quite touching and really, it makes one feel reluctant about wanting to part with one another. Maybe you all shld go see it.

Well, all things have to come to an end. Now it really feels wierd to not to attend school, even though everyone is thinking of ways not to be present in sch everytime. Like, I am void of a regular time-table and being on my own suddenly. Not really used to it. Sill like the feeling of being in school and hanging around there.

So take care everyone!!! Jiayousss fer the Os and All the best!!! Good Luck!!!

Those were the moments.... These are the memories.... They would be tightly kept....Somewhere where they will be forever remembered.... forever.....

I will not give up on you. I will do my best, my very best, just fer 1 person.. and thats YOU

Today's Weds? Yup no doubt about that. Which is also 2 days before Graduation ceremony, and to be exact, its 1 plus more days. 1 plus more day before I offically graduate from the school. Four years. Its just gone in a 'zoom'. Then, before you know it, all's gone. Its seems to me like ystd that I was still having fun in lower sec. Every corner of the sch will at least remind me of something, either smth good or bad. I hear ppl saying the sch is blah blah blah blah, but to actually think deeper into it, its the ppl who implement those rules, not the school. Well, I am not really good at expressing myself on this issue, but you get what I mean. Whatever it is, I still love this sch, even though there are still some stupid rules in place. Well, we must learn to know and appreciate what smth has given us, rather than to harp on the fact that we all have gained nth through that smth. I am sure I would be quite unwilling to leave the school, because it has unknowingly been a familiar environment. Its sort of like a timetable to me, where I would just specifically do this thing at this time, another thing sometime else. Then suddenly, this chain is broken. I dunno, but its certainly hard to just be away from it, because it is in me. OR, maybe its the music of the piano sounds on my comp. thats making me feel sentimental. Haha. I am not sure, but 1 thing is for sure, I will certainly miss the sch...

Well, speaking about piano, I am listening to Sundial Dreams by Kevin Kern. I forgot how I chanced upon it, but it is really really really great. The sound really makes you drift and drift, as if you are in a wonderland. But it sort of produces a kind of sad and unwilling tune, which brings out the greatness in the song. I think this is another motivation for me to learn how to play the piano. Well, I have the first 3 months to do so.

Give me time, for I will play the tune for you. By then, will you stand by me, or will you drift away like how the tune does?......

Lessons of Life can be learn everywhere, anywhere. It just depends on whether are you determined to discover and appreciate its priceless value.

The final stage of enlightenment is the willingness of not wanting to be enlightened.

Just back home from timed practise. Quite useless I find, except the a-maths. I think its better to revise at home. No wonder theres a rise in the ppl 'pon-ning' sch. haha.

Hmmm.... nt goin to blog until the Os are over. Or maybe 1 more time then nope, no more.

Wow, so many new games out now, esp. my all long awaited, FIFA 07. haha. NBA 07 too. Going to see if there are any more games to buy then keep and wait till after the Os to play them all. But for now, as usual, the Os 1st.

I think I have not exercised for quite long. Seem a little fat now. Ok, I think I know what I am supposed to do after the Os, EXERCISE AT THE GYM!!!!

Next Fri's grad. day. Really will miss the sch, cos its like a lot of my fond memories there, all the funny and super lame stuf I did in there, the friends I make. Its like, not really the people, but more of the feeling and thinking back. I mean, how often can we gather again together. Well, its more esp. for the 2e3 ppl. All the funny stuff, eg. the funny home econs and D and T lessons, the pranks we played. Well, but soon, we are like going on different ways soon. I wont mind sacificing another year to enjoy such a nice company of friends, but theres a saying that goes at the end of the day everything still parts, so what for another year, when I would yearn to have endless amounts of years together with them doing pranks. At least, I get to appreciate them now. Haha, Life is just like that, always like that, never changing........

Every word I say is true, this I promise you, this I promise you.........

Well, I really think that what Mrs ELim said is quite true. When you really sit down and study and do questions, you will really then learn, instead of just reading through the book and not attempting any questions. Well, to me, I really learnt more by attempting the questions, at least it enforces my learning.

My soccer skills have deterioated. Well, since when was it good. Haha. Ok. Maybe I am experiencing the lack of exercise. Its been like 4 years since I exercised like almost once in 2 days. Remembering when I was in pri 6 and was in the national track and field team for my school. I would go buy bubble tea with my friend and suck the pearls while running to the stadium. Haha. Then when doing the warm-ups, the pearls would be bouncing in my stomach. Haha. Well, its really good to be young. When we were once young, we dreamed to be adults. Now, we would like to turn time back again. How ironic.

Feeling so sleepy nowadays. I am in bed at around 8 pm for the last 2 nights. And I am still feeling sleepier. Well, now, it may not be a physical problem anymore, but a mental battle. 1 phrase for me, cucukoo, cucukoo, ITS TIME TO WAKE UP. haha.

Oh, and my cousin bought me some offical merchandise from the Manutd shop in Old Trafford. 1 notebook, a scarf ( not much use for it here in S'pore )and a JERSY. Well, not the red one, but the white away jersy. Looks nicer, with the golden strips.

Your presence in my mind makes me grow stronger and love you more.....

Just as I had expected, I am finished for the prelims. Well,at least I learnt something from it. Whatever you put in is whatever you get, as Mrs Ngiam always says. Haha, but her version is ' when you get back your papers, you will know if miracles do happen'.Oh well, they really dont in this case. But, I am glad that I had not done well this prelims. Cos I am gonna get complacent when I do. Some ppl think I am crazy, but no, I am not. No matter how I tell myself, I really will have that kind of complacency. So, its good that I did badly, then, muhaha, can at least study harder and get better results.Lets just see.

I found 1 Jay Chou song that I heard on the radio and like it so much.But,I really cant find the album that has the song. Now I know it, its 'Ge Qian'. Its just so nice. The song really has quite a lot of emotions put into it. The kind of feeling where you just want to yell the song out and just let out your inner emotions and feelings. Its not some kind of rock song or heavy metal, but more like a pop or love song. I finally found it.

Been eating quite a lot of vitamins lately. Vitamin C, B complex, bilberry and Iron. Some are for boosting of the immune system, eye sight and some kinda stress formula thing to allow you give more concentration. Well, the concentration one really works.

Oh, and I changed my PDA. This one is much better, theres windows live messenger. I remembered when I was in shanghai and using the PDA in the train. So bored in there, nothing really to do. So decided to chat with the people in msn, then lag so much. With the windows live messenger, its gonna be much better. But sometimes I really dont use it so much so leave it with my dad and bro to do whatever they want with it.

A few more weeks to the coming 'O' levels. Not only is the academic result in my mind constantly now, but the memories of the school. The kind of stuff I did in sec 1 with my friends, the funny moments, the CCA, the classroom, the teachers, the kind of familiar environment I am in for 4 years. The place where I learnt to make more friends and learn newer stuff. Its all going to be etched in my memory for the rest of my life. Its really terrible to just part with all those moments and memories. They are unforgettable.

You make dreams worth daring, live worth risking, hardship worth going through, time worth spent and love worth loving.

Your warm smile just make you unforgettable to me... just so unforgettable

I am just loving you so quietly, so quietly

You are so beautiful. Never before in creation has there been anyone exactly like you. You are unique in the whole universe - and what to me can be more beautiful than you. I love you...

I do not want you to change anything, just your thoughts and love for me...

First, it was bai se feng che. Now, its tui hou. Well, that song went up to the top 10 hits of dongl883. so glad that 2 of Jay' songs are up there. I dont quite like the qian li zhi wai. Maybe I got sick of it. haha. For now, its tui hou.

I was just reading this research result, and I realised 1 thing. Attitude and self-confidence is very important to a person. Here is how the research goes...

The researchers gave a maths test to a class of 40 students. Their results were then collated and they were ranked. However, they were kept in the dark about their results and rankings. The researchers then placed them accordingly in 2 classes. The odd numbers in the ranking system were placed in this class A and the even in class B. So, there were the same number of smart and not so smart ppl in each class. The teachers for class A were not as experienced as those in class B.

The result? At e end of the year those in class A performed much better that those in class B.

Why? This is because those in class A believed that they were placed in there because they were successful. Thus, they wanted to continue their success. However, those in class B thought that no matter how hard they worked, they were still not as good. So, they lost confidence in themselves and stopped working towards their goals.

The moral of the story? Self-confidence is very important in everything you do, because it determines whether do you have the fortitude to continue with what you are doing and the results that you show, because self-confidence is the measure of the belief in what you are doing.

But, is it that important to know what others think of us? It is definetly more important to know what we think of ourselves, because we cannot cheat ourselves.

Well, I know I should think of the Os right now, but, yar, when I have some spare time, I cannot stop thinking of what I am going to do after the Os. Hmmmm.... I am going to do all these after the Os. Go to some soccer sch to do some training (mum approved), then learn how to play the pop piano(mum approved), play DOTA with my aunts and uncles, go my baby cousin house and play with him and run ard his house like siao to chase the dog, buy new mp3 player, play wwe cards, play FIFA 07 and NBA, install the DVD burner and new graphics card, watch HK drama shows, go play tennis at my cousin's condo, play arcade and complete time crisis 4, go the gym whack punch bag (lol) and I dunno what else. Like got a lot of things to do. But 1st, the Os. haha

If sincereity,truthfulness and true love is all that I need to have, then you are lying to me all along......

Can you teach me zhe3 me4 'shi1 lian4 xue2' ? Because I need it when you are gone....

Oh finished prelims. Which means, I am ALMOST finished. You know, cant give up any hope yet. haha.

Oh, I just finished catching channel 55's 9pm Hong Kong drama, The revolving doors of vengence. Wah, Joe ma is like so tall and quite suai (Im not a gay). Hmmm... Ron Ng is not bad too. Yeah, about the story line. 1 thing I learnt from it, sometimes, ppl who give bad comments to you or tell you about what improvements to make may not be really those bad ppl you view them to be, cos they are risking their relationship to tell you that. That's what happens in the show. I really cant believe that someone would purposedly be in a conflict with you just to bring you to your best abilities and to train you up well. Enough said, that show is really worth watching, cos at some stage you would feel just so sorry for this guy who had to be the baddie even though he was a good guy. The reason, he was there to repay his benefactor. Oh, the theme song is quite nice too. Gonna get it, esp. the piano part, very soothing.

Oh, have been going to my cousin's house to play tennis quite often these days. Arghh.. cant hit into the box, keep hitting onto the barrier and almost out of the condo. Haha. Then will go to the jacuzzi. Wo, quite shiok.

Sometimes, a person's actions can tell you all about his or her charactor. Actions speak louder than words

I dont want to lie to myself anymore. Its not point trying to forget those matters and carry on. Fact is, I never forgotten them, the memory of your sweet smile, your laughter. Tell me, how do I get to you? I dont want to lose you. Your presence brings me love. Your words tell me the story of love, of care, of happiness. Its tough to stay back and see you from a distance, minding the fact that I have to be far from you. Its just too hurting for me. Heal me with your TRUE LOVE

The first week of the prelims are over. Status now? Slaughtered. haha. ok, I dont think I can survive many papers, cos nv really study a lot mah. But nvm, there is still the Os, but the risk is bigger, b'cos its a make or break and no extra chances.

Finally laid my hands on Jay Chou's new album. Well, I only like abt, 4 songs from there? Maybe have not gotten a liking to the others yet. But there is 1 song that I think is the 'zhu da ge'(hottest song in the album in chi), BAI SE FENG CHE!!! This song is nice, well, listened to it for like 70 plus times liao, but I still cant get the lyrics right.

Went to KL house today.Then played the usual stuff with the usual people and some 'special' task. Well, quite fun, all of us had a really really good laugh over it. Poh said that if we were to die in KL's house, it would be to die of laughter. Haha.

People in the past think that S'pore cannot succeed, b'cos of its size, the amt of resources she had, the amt of funds the govt held, compared to the other states in the world, it was a big world of difference. But in the very end, she made it. The learning point, others may be looking down on you, underestimating you because they look to be more sufficient that you in all way. But, nv give up, that's the phrase. And that is what I am going to do, nv to give up, even I know what everyone is saying, their every words, what they mean. The day that I give it up, it would only be decided by me, it would be the results of my actions, and I am sure that it is not a decision just to satisfy people and make them look as if they are good fortune tellers, that they can just anticipate something to happen and it would. At least I will try my best, nth but my best.

Is it a blessing in disguise? I am glad that a way has been found, at least I hv controlled myself. But I realise that I am lying about what I have been saying. I really cannot have the strength to fulfil what I think, b'cos its just too hard to want to part with you. However, I will find a way to make sure that all that I am feeling for you is just true love, and not romance. Should what I want fail through, at least true love can bring me through......

Its been like 1 week since I posted anything?

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Well, talk about the Sept Hols. I studied from morning to afternoon, eat lunch, watch a little TV, take a nap, then in the night study again. Whoa, tired sia. Well, but at least I managed to complete my e-maths TYS, with the exception of probability which I would leave to tomorrow to complete. Then did some other sch eng papers too, cos my eng is like quite bad. Hmmm.... read up on phy electronics too, can understand it better now, esp. my most feared logic gates, cant really master it well in the past.

Then, abt today. Had tuition in the late morning then went out with kenneth. Walked past HDB hub on e way and saw quite a no. of ppl signing up for the project superstar competition. We went to PS, watched Singapore dream. Quite nice, esp. when the both of us like to hear ppl speaking hokkien. Haha. We were like speaking hokkien in the cinema too. Well, I should say not only in the cinema, but everytime. Haha. Ok, back to PS. After the movie, we went to the arcade to play time crisis 3 and some racing games. Its my 1st time playing Time crisis 3,well, not bad.Managed to hit my targets quite accurately. Kenneth was like a little slow in reaction in shooting, but well, its quite ok for a beginner.

Feeling so sleepy nowdays, dunno why too. Like keep wanting to fall asleep. And I realise I am getting an even shorter attention span on my work, like cant really concentrate. Drank so many things also didnt help, chicken essence, milo, coffee, milk, wine( well it made me sleepier, lol. ) and orange juice? Yah. In the end, sleeping was the best solution. lolx.

Oh, and my new specs had the metallic nose support thing off. Some guy accidentally hit the bball at my face while at the bball court. Then, mum brought it to the shop and they said they would change the frames for free. I guess the frame came with a 1 month warranty. Whew, that was lucky.

I dunno whats wrong with me. I seem so listless without you. However, what others are saying is not going to affect me. I want to change your opinion, your views, your feelings. I am going to. At least I am willing to try, despite people telling me the difficulty. One day, when everything still does not work out, at least it would be good enough for me to know that I have tried and I would leave with no regrets, absolutely no regrets at all. But all things will not work out if you still hold on to that biased opinion of yours. I sincerely hope that you will not be influenced by others and to experience things for yourself before coming to a conclusion.

You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in your world

Love is like a mountain, its hard to climb and you have to overcome many obstacles. But once you get to the top, the view is magnificent.

Wow, I heard Qian Li Zhi Wai like 50 times today? Its quite nice. For those who dunno, its one of Jay Chou's new songs in his new to release album. Well, that song is quite unique because its sung together with Fei Yu Qing. sounds funny, cos both singers have different styles of singing. Heard that he was invited to sing with Jay cos Jay's mothers love hearing him sing. The more I listen to it, the more I like it, yar.

So many artists releasing their new album these days. S.H.E, Li Sheng Jie, F.I.R and soon Jay Chou. Its been great listeing to all their songs. No wonder my mp3 has a large increase in songs.

Oh, I skipped lunch today. Well, not because I had no appetite. But cos, I ate a whole apple strudel for brunch. So full. But cant blame me for finishing it,its just so nice. My bro only had a slice. I finished the rest. Tastes really great. Later ate some sushi and drank a little little white wine. Burped so much after that.

Prelims are near, gotta study hard.

I yearn to see you laugh again, so that it can set me smiling in my heart.

I will pray for your safety and happiness...

I am so tired, just so tired now.

Anyway talk abt that later. Went to my friend's house today. So fun playing with all the Xbox 360 games. Then we also laughed over some kind of stupid stuff. Well, its all these stuff that makes one feel better under all these stress. Well, I think all these relaxing activities are going to make up for the intense study during the September holidays. I feel that in a split eye's time, its like I am in sec 4. I still can remember all the stuff I did with my friends during lower sec, all those childish and stupid stuff. Its like yesterday to me. And soon,its all like going to be over. I feel that my secondary school days really are good memories for me to hold. What I have learnt from it, what I enjoyed from it, the sufferings, the joy, the laughter. All these cannot come back again. I mean as I move on to a higher level of education, I really dont have the luxury of enjoying all these anymore. Its like, all gone, lost, never to come again. Then before anyone knows, its off to working. All is so fast. I really dont want this dream to end so soon. No.

Oh speaking about tiredness. Haiz. Ya, thinking about it really makes me fustrated. Other than studying, most of the time, I am really not concentrating. Even when playing my games. I really cannot focus and give my best. I will keep habering thoughts about what I have done, what I am doing now, what I am going to next and reflecting on my actions. I am really so lost, I am just taking a step at a time. Time is not on my side, neither is fate too. I am counting down to how much time is left. Maybe I am getting too obsessed? I dont even know. I just want this dream to continue, to just let me carry it on. Time is the only thing I need now.

Li Sheng Jie's new song 'Zhui Jing' is nice.It really reflets my mood and thinking now, my craze for HER.

Now, there is only 1 person in my heart, just, solely, You. I change for you, and thee changes will not be reversed, because you will be in me, no matter when, no matter what. I just want to say something to you, after that, nothing else matters.

Watched the EPL last night. Wow, and Manutd won again, Yay. HAHA. Arsenal got a draw. Oops. Haha. Hope that Chelsea will lose. Yes!!

Anyway, I tasted some ice-wine brought back from Canada from my auntie. Tastes quite good. Heard that the grapes are grown at a temp. of like -20 degrees celcius? They are also squuezed at around that temp. No wonder the flavour of the wine was like so strong. Well, only took 2 glasses of it this time round. Haha. Oh, I am so surprised my auntie asked me if I played DOTA. Haha. When I said no, she asked me why nv play, so nice. Haha. Well, I think she got away from her addiction of Burnout 3 to come to play DOTA. And I heard that its an everynight affair. Haha. Wonder how she can wake up to go to work the next day. Well, she playes with my uncle who is running hs business in Shanghai and their comp. engineering friends. Maybe they wanna go for the world cyber games. Haha. I dunno.

Mum asked me if I wanna go Japan this yr after the Os. Tough decision. Actually I wanted to go to Japan dearly, but ya this being the last yr, might not get to see some of my friends that often again, so told her I didnt wanna go. She got a shock of her life, I mean, its like somewhere that I would love to go to and I rejected it. Well, there's always next time. Some things just cant wait, some can.

Before you write, think.
Before you speak, listen.
Before you spend, earn.
Before you invest, investigate.
Before you retire, save.
Before you die, give.
Before you want someone to love you, love them first.

Love is about caring, understanding and always being by the side of the person you love, to help them and learn the lessons of life together with them.

Slept quite early last night. At ard like 9 plus.

Was getting more fan over some things. The more I think about it, it really makes me very fustrated. Never have I felt like this before. Well, I went to open the fridge and gulped down 1 whole bottle of red wine. Never drank so much before. At the most it was like 1 can of beer. This time ,1 whole bottle, and the alcoholic effect took place in less than a half-an-hour. My whole face was red and yah, switched on the air-con to the lowest temp. possible. My head was so heavy. Not filled with the drowsiness of the alcohol, but with the urgent unsolved problem. Slept for like 12 hs. Both my parents thought I only drank a glass, but they didnt know the other side of the story, the reason I drank. Well, it goes to show that drinking cannot drown one's sorrows.

Well, I certainly am in a clearer state of mind now.

I was just thinking, do we have to really lose what we possess before we learn to appreciate what we have? For instance, you may think that a bowl or your fan is just nothing compared to your computer or handphone. But once we lose it, we will start to appreciate it, because we cannot hold our soup without our bowls and feel cool without the fan. Well, same thing applies to human to human relationships too. We just take some people for granted. We think that they are suppossed to help us, because they are our friends, we feel that it is their duty to do so. We start to complain if ever any friend does not do anything to our liking. However, do we stop to think that we are asking for too much? We do not return their help with a word of thanks, with a smile. We do not put ourselves in their shoes to think about them, to care for them, to know that they have been helping us behind our backs,silently, without asking for any return or favour. Instead, we treat them like they are non-existant. We keep thing from them, we betray them, we do all sorts of things to them. Why? The question I ask of these people. Why? Have their friends not helped them enough? What else do they want? I guess all these is just a case of people being selfish and never stopping to think about returning to others a favour no matter how small it maybe.

Anyway, I just saw a blog that wrote some quite enlightening stuff about values. It said that to be able to possess determination, perserverance, you must be put through the mill and know what hardship is like, what losing something, someone is like. The ability to stand up again, the challenge to come up again stronger. To learn from your mistakes. Let me give you a scenario.

A man was walking in a forest and he chanced upon a note. It said" there is a piece of gold bar underneath this forest floor. Use the spade provided under the tree to dig it up and good luck to you!" He looked around and found a spade under a tree. Being curious, he took the spade and began digging. He was dressed in some tight clothings and was it was a great obstacle to his hand movements. He began to dig. His hand got soiled at first. He took a bottle of water to clean them. It later become even dirtier. He was quite irritated but continued to dig. Being small in size, he could not dig quite fast. A passer-by went past and looked at what he was doing. The man told him what he saw and the passer-by laughed at the man's stupidity before moving on. The man wanted to give up. He felt that his one hour of digging had gained no result other than getting him all soaked in sweat and covered with mud. However, he decided to continue as he wanted to prove the passer-by wrong. So he continued digging. Hours after hours passed. He became more tired. His desire to stop digging was getting stronger. He thought to himself" I am going to just dig for this last hour, if nothing comes out of it, I am going to just walk away." He continued, for that last hour. Finally, that piece of gold appeared. He was very happy. However, his mind did not possess thoughts for selling that gold bar, nor was it thinking of how to show it off to his friends. He was happy because he felt that his efforts had paid off, he had been able to complete the challenge. That was the best reward reaped.

Well, let me say my piece. His dirtied hands and tight clothings represent his constraints, things that are obstructing him. The passer-by would mean others comments to us, what they say about us, their sacarism. The time would show the period of time we spent trying to learn something, some valuable, to try and prove others wrong. In the end, what we can gain from this is that we must know what we want, what we desire and to just go for it. The obstacles in front of us are just challenges to toughen us up. At the end of the day, we feel a sense of satisfaction, partly because we reached our aim, but more due to being able to learn, to stand up again, to break free from everything holding us back. That's the true, greatest and sweetest reward. Opportunties do not appear twice, because when they do appear the next time, many things would have changed. People meet because of fate, the fate that brings them together, out of a whole world population of billions of people. And lastly, chances do not come easy, because they might never appear again.

I know I have a lot to say, which might have bored almost everyone. But really, saying all these now makes me feel better.

ok, shall blog till here.Learn to appreciate and treasure what you have!!!!

I have done what I can. I will see what else I need to do. I hope that its not just a 1 way traffic. My obsessions are getting deeper. I hope that if you were to deal me that blow, do it now. Otherwise, nothing is gonna heal that broken heart the next time round.

How do I live without you..... I want to know.....How do I live without you..... if you ever go..... how do I ever..ever survive.... ooo.... how do I...ooo .....how do I ...ooo... how do I live....

A Friday afternoon
Getting a little bored. Everyone went home so early today. Only managed to play a little basketball today. Took the bus home with Jun Liang and Jonatons. Before that went to 7-11 to buy a drink with jerr.

Realised forgot a lot of my A-maths stuff, esp. the sec 4 work. Sec3 work still quite ok, cos revising it now. Better do intense revision this weekend, otherwise, time is running out. Having the SS prelims and the Chemistry and Physics practical next week. The 'O' levels are looming close. As I said, I will and must not have any regrets.

As I think about how close the 'O' levels are now, another matter is also becoming more urgent. Well, nothing gets in my mind these few days other than HER, studies and some basketball to relax myself. Wow, its the 1st time I am so concentrated on just a few aims, compared to the past where I would be like meddling into a lot of things. Haha. Just find it so puzzling. When one grows up, everything seems to make so much sense, and we all find the past so childish.However, we just do not think of it as childish in our younger days.

Was so happy to hear that Jay is releasing his new album soon liao. Haha, waited quite long liao, but I am nv sian with his old songs, like shan hu hai, feng. Still sounds very nice.

Some ppl are just bastards.

I can't stand a day without seeing your ANGELIC face

Wah, its back to a sch day again. Coughing like siao sia. Realised that like quite fast to the prelims sia. In fact, 2 more wks.

Wah, went to by the S.H.E forever album. I simply love the song Yi Yan Wan Nian. Like so nice lorh.The tune is very nice, in the sense that it is very soothing to the ear. Heard it like dunno how many times liao.

Went to eat the cheesy bites pizza yesterday. So so only de. not say very nice. In the end like dun feel like eating it liao, went to order beef lasagne. That tastes much better. Then went to popular after that. So glad to have discovered that popular sells quote books. I am so gonna buy at least ermmm.... 5 of them? Yar.

Dont love someone you can live with, love someone you cant live without.

Love is the motivation for everything. Romance is the origin of Love.

The sands of time is running through my tight hands. I wish to just give up stretching my hand for you. I really do. But, that will never happen, because my Love for you beats anything else, and it will grant me the strength to carry on, to see it through, to get the answer, no matter what it is. God, help me please. Grant me the ability to perserve through, to give me the hints that I need, to bless us, to allow fate to bring us together. The outcome is not important, for everything You do, You have your reason.

Quite a boring day today. Hmmm... only stayed back in sch for ard like 1 hr? Then went home liao. Nth to do sia, the courts closed for the day. Haha, well this shows how dependent am I for the courts to find some entertainment. What's more, its a Fri. I think I am just running out of activities to do. The fireworks festival is over, next up is teachers day, which is so close to the prelims. I think I am gonna just 'pia' and take 1 day off during the Sept hols to take a short break, otherwise, I am just gonna crash. But with some motivation , I dont think I am that fragile anymore. Haha.

Oh collected my new specs. Looks quite funny. Didnt know why I chose that colour in the first place. Well, its not what some ppl think, because of that particular reason, I mean c'mon lar, not copycat right. Haha. Maybe during that moment I thought that that colour was quite nice.

Just heard the Mulan some kind of 'reflection' song. Have not heard it for quite a long time, but the song stays as good. So that's why, even if the years past, a good song shall always stay good in anyone's memory.

Nth is as motivating as a smile from you

When will my reflections show, the love for you..... inside..

I have been "ah chooing" (sneezing) the whole day today. Well, for those who know me, this is typical of me, cos my nose is quite sensitive. Haha. Better get well soon, cos the 'O' level english oral is coming soon.

Well, today is the first time I get such accurate titraion results. So happy. Haha.Hit the exact value of 24.2. Wow. In the past I often missed the actual titration value by about 0.5 or 0.6. Kicked some soccer today. Have not played soccer for quite long. Then, went opposite to eat before going home. So drowsy after consuming the flu medicine.

Was just thinking of something Mr Lee said some time back. Add a 'd' to 'anger' and you get danger. I guess the 'd' can only be subsituted by destruction, which means doing rash acts without thinking twice and is stirred up by emotions.

Oh, I am beginning to like F.I.R's new album. Dicsovering more songs as I hear the CD more.

I am ready, but I would require the help of fate to allow me to take my first step out. Lets hope that time is on our side. Even though time is running out, but my love for you will not. Bless me.

Went to watch the fireworks yesterday with Nigel. Was suppossed to have more ppl with us to watch it, but some asshole who loves to blow his own trumpet big as usual could not deliver his promise, leaving me and Nigel so sian. Well, as expeted, the place was so crowded. We crossed to the road opposite the esplanade to watch the fireworks. Were squeezing on the bridge with many others when suddenly, the fireworks came. Haha. We were blocked by a few trees so could not see the whole thing properly. Some ppl just rushed out onto the road, leaving the poor traffic police having to stop the traffic because of them. Inconsiderate idiots. Well, there was not much difference from the past fireworks designed by team Italy and Team New Calcutta, just that yesterday's fireworks, designed by team France, had more shimmering gold fireworks falling from the sky. It was so hot in there, couldn't stand the heat. What's more I was in jeans. Hah. Took us quite a long time to exit from there. Saw Cherlyn with her friends there too. WE walked ard the citylink mall, hoping to go to suntec, but walked the wrong way and ended up at Raffles City instead. Haha. So we had to walk back again. Ate mac at suntec, which was so full of ppl. We managed to find a seat in like 2 mins, which was incredible. Nth much to do after that, so went home. Well, let me say this again, this is suppossed to be a much niceer trip, should it not have been for that asshole who failed to do what he said he confirm could do. 1 word for him, xiao zhang. Cant get ppl to go then say so lah, no need to act seh right. Make me du lan only lorh.

I am seeing the fate that is starting to bind us together, and I hope that it will.

Let me blog abt what happened on national day

Went to aunt's house at ard 11 in the morning, then played a while of bball, before going back and forth to the bbq pit. Later went to play 1 hr of badminton, then proceeded to the tennis court. Quite ok for a first timer, could surf the ball quite well, but most of my shots were quite off track. Haha. Shot some balls out of the condo area, had to pick them up after the game. Hmmmmm...., then went to the gym to do some workout. Wah, so many gym equipment there, tried almost all, except for the weigh lifting thing. Then went for a swim. Sat at the lounge pool first, then went to play with my cousins at the children's play pool. Lastly, went to the training pool. Haha, when I was abt to proceed to the toilet to bath, I found out that there was a jacuzzi pool in the toilet. Cool. Sat in there for half an hour. Switched on the wave to be the highest. Wah, so comfortable, having the water shoot at your back. Took a bath before going up to watch the parade. Wah, we had a full air view of the stadium. Could see the helicopters and aircraft flying. The chinook even made a big turn in front of the condo, so could see the flag super clearly. Nice. Best of all, the fireworks. After the parade, everyone was talking about how good it was to buy a condo there, cos you can see the sea and the fireworks too. Haha. Whats more there are so many facilities. Well, to me, having a home is good enough, what more can one ask for.

Had 2 tuitions on Thurs before going to have a short jog.

And today, I am just so pleased. I got my desired A1 for my 'o' chinese. YES! It just feels great, all my hard work has paid off. Though I do copy some of my chinese homework, =P, I feel that doing that 5 assessment books was worth it. Well, I know myself too well. I am going to be super complacent after this. But this time, I am going to control it well. I feel that if you have put in your best, there should be no regrets, because its all you can give. However, we must not live to regret that we should have done better.

Oh, going to watch the fireworks tomorrow. Its going to be the last. Only managed to watch the Italy and National Day parade fireworks. Not going to miss this one. Going to the marina area straight after the going to make my new specs. Yayy, not gotten a new pair of specs after so long.

Well, I dunno how long this is going to last, but I am just feeling very high now. I am feeling great. I hope this lasts forever.

I wont wanna lose you, because I dunno what I am without you, how I will live without you. I am just so delighted to see you,your cute and cheerful face. It just motivates me to carry on, to have the strength to pursue you, to know more about you, to just carry out the simple yet honourable task of loving you.

Listening to Jay Chou's shan hu hai now. This song is really nice. It makes me think about HER, HER laughter, HER cuteness and HER love. This is truely a great song.

Oh well, have a nice weekend ppl. Seeya! =P

Lost

Went for cross country today. Did not really run, walked and ran a little with Nigel and Poh. We were setting 1 teacher as our "motivation" to run. Haha, everytime we saw him, we would be saying " eh he's coming, c'mon faster run!'. Haha. Took a few class photos today too.

After the run, walked with Poh to J8. Quite a nice walk, saw quite a lot of Raffles chio girls. Haha. Then as we took a turn at the Bishan MRT station to walk into J8, I saw HER. OMG. So coincidental. Poh say is you yuan. Haha, cos we were talking about her on the way to J8, then saw liao. Oh, so sweet.

Looked at some stuff at J8, then walk here and there buy some things. Walked the 2nd and 1st floor in hope of ...... (ya know). Then sian liao, so go TPY central. Ate Mac there and saw Cheong Jun with his other friends. Saw long ge too. Then me and Poh go and play bball at the court for like 45 mins before going home.

Now as I sit and type this post, I am really feeling a sense of lost in direction. I feel that I am missing something around, someone. Nothing seems to please me. I yearn to do or see that something, someone.Its just a feeling that cannot be penned down in words, its the mindset of my heart. My body temperature seems to be rising, but there is no sign of fever. This has been in me for the past 2 weeks. Funny.

Lets just hope that I can either GET INTO ACTION SOON, or get out of it soon.

Woke up at 7am this morning. Then, suddenly want to go play bball. Haha, so played for like 2hs with 2 other strangers at the court. I think I am just so addicted to bball. Haha.

Slept like 2 hs frm 10 to 12. Then like so sian, so take out E-maths TYS do. After like 1hr of doing, got the hang of it, so continued doing and doing. haha. Found out that the F.I.R album has so many nice love songs. Kept listening to track 6 for like 30 times. So shiok.

National day is approaching soon. Sad to see that many do not hang the S'pore flag. They just take things for granted. If we were to look at the other countries, so much internal conflict, so much fighting. In Singapore, we have racial harmony, our family and friends safe and sound, great security, good medical service. What more can we ask for? And yet we take our nation for granted. Students do not sing the national antheum proudly, not to mention loudly. This is just so saddening.

Oh, having a bbq at aunt's new condo next Weds. Haha, near the Stadium there, so can see fireworks!! Then gonna play tennis, bball!, go gym, jacuzzi, pool, then also the skate board area(though I dunno how to skateboard).

Talking to CZ now. Haha, he told me he is the self-acclaimed gal killer. Haha.

Gtg eat dinner now. Blog soon bah. Have a nice day!!

Bball

Wah, have been playing bball the whole of this week. Mum keeps askin me why am is my skin getting more tanned day by day. Haha. Well, told her that I am always that tanned. But its fun getting to pay some bball, even though I am still quite a noob.

Wow, wow, wow, Carrick has moved to Manutd. I hope that this would add more life to the team and enable the players to play better and be more motivated to go for the cup.

Heard the new F.I.R album. Quite nice I shld say, even though this ablum is not rock enough. The past 2 albums by them were quite nice and the music was quite smooth and rock enough.

Counted. The prelims are just like 3 weeks away. If more calculation was to be done, then I suppose that I can reach a conclusion that there is not much time left for revision. So, must chiong liao lor.

Next wk National day. Tues have the cross country. Gonna walk. Well, 1st reason being I do not have the stamina to run the whole way through. 2nd would be to talk talk and slowly walk, cos last yr liao mah. Anyway, the Macritchie reservoir is like a 15 mins walk away from my house. Anytime want to run also can, or should I say, walk.

Oh, and I found the continuation from Jay Chou's 'Feng' MTV. Its Liu Ge Hong's Ca Hong Tian Tang. So see the 'Feng" first. Then watch the "cai Hong Tian Tang' Its actually a continuation. So shocked to know that. Well,in case anyone does not know, it is actually on youtube.

Dont know what more to blog abt liao. Hmmmmm.... I think I end here bah. Shall blog more next week. Meanwhile, enjoy yourself. =)

Relaxed

Wah, I think I am gonna be so dead for the mock prelims. But other than studying more there's nth else more I can do.So, I decided to take a break today

Morning go jogging than go play bball and soccer. Spent like 3 and 1/2 hs exercising. Then go home do 3hs of maths, take afternoon nap. Evening, GO OUT!

Dad and bro had to attend some kind of 7th month dinner event at my uncle's office, leaving mum and me at home. I super sian, ask mum whether can go out. Then she say ok. We both go orchard eat dinner, jacks place. Wah, that place super small sia, ceiling so low somemore. Ate steak and a lot of other stuff. Looks like my exercises in the morning wasted liao. Then, mum bring me go buy crumpler bag ( last time b'day owned de ). After buying the bag, she go Taka, then leaving me to roam the whole of orchard. Seeing how early it was, ask her go home 1st. Then I walk whole of orchard, then slowly walk to Plaza Sing, then take bus to suntec. Wah there a lot of ppl, cos NDP rehearsal just finish mah. After that go walk near the S'pore river near Clarke Quay. So long nv go there liao, cos no soccer match. After feeling so much of the ( sea or land I dunno ) breezes, I finally want to go home liao. But dunno why after walking become more energetic ah. Took taxi to TPY central. Quite ex ah, around $ 14. Last time I take only abt $10. But nvm, go home claim from mum.Then the shops in TPY central also closing soon. Wah, sian. Then went to NTUC buy some sweets and chocolates. Was walking inside the bus hub when I saw hee Siong. Haha. Last sat see fiona, sun see cheng zhong, today see hee siong. I wonder who tomorrow.

Anyway, I getting hooked to chinese mtv liao ( channel 51 ). So nice leh the mtv. I always watch the gimme 5 programme every mon-fri at 5pm. The mtvs broadcasted not bad lah, at least got 1 or 2 of my favourite songs there. Nice.

Ok, nth else to blog abt liao. Didnt feel like blogging on any "da dao li" today, cos in a good mood mah, dont wanna be so serious. Wah, I feel like I changing liao. Dunno why leh, like more on sia. Haha.

The most loving couples are always the most bitter enemies, because they know each other inside out.

Life

Life is just full of chances, opportunties, for anyone to excel and succeed

People who say that those who make a mistake twice are fools. I beg to differ. Mistakes made improve a person and strengthens a person's perserverance. This is what I call accumulated experienced. If the sentence is true, everyone are fools, because some lessons cannot be just learnt once.

The mock prelims are coming to an end. I know that I am going to do badly for it. Some of the questions look so unfamiliar to me. Well, I think its time I began on my revision, otherwise, I am just going to waste 4 years of education in 4 months time.

With the EPL starting soon, Manutd still has not bought any new players. Hope that they do it soon, because it would be great to see some fresh players in the club bringing it to greater heights.

I am never doubtful over what love can do to anyone. It can make or break. With love on your side, it is akin to having a thousand shields around you. Nothing can ever break you and you would be commanding the battle. However, without love, the shields are gone and internal damage in inflicted. Morale hits a high low and nothing is ever possible. Well, so powerful yet destructive love can be, so its just so confusing whether to have love to aid us or not.

Saw this in my sunday's horoscope and found it really meaningful.At the end of your life, are you really going to wish you had spent more time caring about what others thought of you? Hopefully not. Its time to listen to your own desires and needs and start acting on them.

Oh, and I totally agree with Mr Hazry's quote, preparedness is everything.

Attitude can change you from something to everything and also something to nothing. Choose attitude wisely.

Nv judge a book by its cover

Oh learnt the above phrase well. The inceident sort of made me realise that there is such thing in the world as gai tou huan mian (chinese). Haha.

Anyway, not touched soccer for long, both on the PS2 and playing it physically. Into playing some basketball now. Haha. Never did I imagine myself playing basketball, cos that's a sport that I am not really good at(keep forgetting the rules). But well, I am slowly practising it now.

Ah, can only blog for a short while. So cant blog much about other stuff that might take quite a long time.

Oh, going to change my skin too. I realised that it might have been a strain to readers to have to scroll down many times because 1 sentence cannot hold many words. My spologies for that. I will find a blog that allows more "space" for the words. Meanwhile, just "REN". Haha.

OK, will be back soon. BYEBYE!!