How does it feel to be out of your comfort zone, to interact with the surroundings, to be required to be connected with it? It is certainly not an easy task. Tormenting is the word to say. However, there are many outside who are going through a tougher time than me, with 1 of my friend going to the USA alone to pursue her studies as an example,I instantly realise that my worries are nothing compared to hers. A person alone in some far away land, distant from where you call home. The kind of discomfort present. Not much help to look for. Its finding out what others are going through that makes me feel that my "journey" is deemed as better than theirs.

My mind just proposed to me the idea of being a psychologist in the future and I would really seriously consider that as a career option. Its definitely nice being one, with the ability to help others out of their cages that trap their minds. Because any later, no one will know what might ever take place, for the mind is one of the most puzzling thing humans have ever explored and have failed to understand how it works as a whole. Only by counselling can we help them and this is something very meaningful indeed. As a person who went through such troubles before, there are really no words to describe this feeling of lost, the anxiety of the mind. Knowing that you are able to being someone out of this mental torment and to strengthen their soul is certainly possessing a feeling that goes out of this world, a kind of happiness nothing can be measured with. That, is to me, the highest level of contentment, a kind of success in life.

The weekends are coming and I hope that these 2 days would be a good time for me take a deep breath and catch up with some work and rest. Waiting for these 2 days seemed so long in my mind, so long and always seemed not to come.