Lord I pray that at the end of it all, should the castle collapse, I will still escape with minor injuries, and that I will not bear the whole brunt of it all, for I know you have a bigger purpose for me after I break free from this chronic condition.

All the sweat and blood shed. All the effort. All the attention. All the thoughts. All the love. All the time. All the care. For whom shall it belong to? For only the Lord shall have the answers.

I suppose my body is accustomed to the 8-5 working hours on weekdays. Previously I felt so inclined to sleep when the clock strikes 9pm but now, I yearn to fall asleep at 11pm. =(

Life is indeed just so interesting now. God just takes me by surprise at every corner and renews my faith at every instance when doubts begin clouding in. Such is the power of the Lord. The motivation, the fuel, the inspiration, the power to change my course is just so amazing. Goals laid and determination to strike it! Late, but better than never, I know Jesus hears my prayers every night. The drastic change that I have encountered and the skin I left behind just makes me so refreshed and ready to pursue new heights, oblivious to me for so long.

Jesus, You are the best the world has come to known!

Tell me something God cannot achieve?

Ahh.never doubt God's immense and endless healing powers. I mean from the start I had never cast any serious or even atomical skeptism about it. I never fail to be surprised what God has in the corner for me, be it a blessing or obstacle because it teaches me another lesson in the endless series of life. Perfect, broken, joy, sadness, skeptism, optimism, hesitation, immediate. I'd just pray for what I really would desire as the best result, but at the same time keeping in my prayers for God to not give me the best, but to place me through the test, to determine if the desired results would be beneficial for my life in the long run. Never has once did God disappoint. When negative thoughts settle in my mind, God somehow makes the opposite happen. When complacency creeps towards the top of my head, God makes it fall. Ahhh such is the journey with the Lord, a colourful one amidst all the tribulations because it is He who gives us the strength to PUSH, PUSH and still..PUSH!

Finally taking a full day leave tomorrow, though quite regretful =( Never because of the money, but being amidst the temp club people from 8-5. As the chinese put it, 一日不见，如隔三秋。(Separation for a day seems like being away for 3 autumns). Well this abnormal feeling would never ever set place in a normal working person's heart which longs for anything other than office work. But since I am a temp, everything's different. At 8.30 am when work starts I long for lunch. At 1am when lunch concludes, I yearn for 6pm. Cos thats when I get to really communicate with people of the SMC temp club. Haha. All the office jokes and funny movements of our fellow colleagues. Cant help imagining what happens during June/July when the "club" will be disbanded..forever. =(

Alright, the not so usual place for me to visit but since tomorrow's Good Friday, it provides as a good opportunity to do a blog post.

So work's alright so far...place is near...money seems good...colleagues are fine...timings are flexible.I mean what more can I request for unless I am the one comfortably seated inside the CEO room. =P

Well today's a special occasion cos I got accepted into NUS MUHAHAHAHAHAHA.... I mean its like finally I have been shifted from poly to uni and not many people make that move so I guess Im 1 of the blessed few who is able to be part of that change. Still, uni poses as a big big problem as well, but a problem to be solved 2 years down. =)

However, despite it being so happening, I find that it is sucha unusual transition period for me. From being responsible for projects, school work to leading a mundane 8-5 working life with minimal responsibilities and just nothing to think about when I get home. Now I am in total agreement with what many working colleagues often term..."the no work" syndrome. You feel a loss in sense of directions, you get bored yet frustrated, you get uptight, you find minor things to do and sometimes make a big fuss out of it..All in all, lets sum it up, the solution is "I need more and more work!" How sad are we ...hmmm...

Alright and since tomorrow's Good Friday, where our Lord Jesus sacrificed himself to redeem mankind of all sins, lets just pray and tell God how Great He is to make that ultimate sacrifice for the benefit of mankind, and that God IS GREAT!

Thank You Lord, Thank You Jesus! =))