The truth

I want nothing but the truth. Dont give me some kind of crap and treat me like a Moron to fool around with. Want to say, say the truth. Dont try to trick me with some kind of substitution for I know who are you referring to, even though the person is not me. All that fustration is my heart is piling up. Just cant find my right solution. The ideal solution would be like how Li Minhe told Rain on the phone" I have no more fustrations anymore, I have found the solution to my problem. " That would be the best. I dont want to drag on, but I just dont know how and what to decide on. Argh. This is giving me a splitting headache now.

Have much NP stuff to do. Have many proposals to carry on doing. So glad that Wei Xiong called me to ask about the OBS. At least it shows that he still has the interest. Good for him. Then, I think that he deserves to go to the OBS. However, Jamie is not going. Lost another crapping partner. So disappointing. Never mind, I still have the NP people, Shuqian, Jeremy Su to accompany me. And not forgetting those two. All well prepared for the camp. I think that other than the kayaking, it will just be another slack camp.

During these few days, I learnt something new. Results are not that important, what is more important is your values and how you treat others. Being a smart Alec would not bring you more friends. Instead, treating your friends the way you should is the right way.

Oh yeah, have to thank Deng Lao Shi for helping us with the P and P proposal today. It was so kind of her to sacrifice her precious time for us. Only with her help can we complete the proposal well and in time. Thanks Deng Lao Shi !! :) Actually I find that Deng Lao Shi is a very good role model to follow from. Easy-going, open to other's opinion, strict when she has to, caring for others, helpful, understanding and has quite a good sense of humour. Even Nigel has some respect for her.

Hmm. Carrying on to find what is the best decision to my problem. Meanwhile, enjoy the weekends everyone !!