Sometimes, God really has a way to make people power up at their moment of desperation or when they think that all hope is lost. And today, I'd witness that. It was just another normal day-dreaming session of mine in the bus and God really made it happen. He made me feel that whatever I've done was worth it, that effort will produce results. God pushed me on to continue doing it, even though the chances were slim. Today, God showed me that it is possible. My sixth sense was a message from God and my hopes were re-lived. Her questions made me understand my love for her better again.
Now I know whatever I do, its all about her. Through time and again, Im glad to know that my love for her has never extinguished. Because God and I will be there to relight the flame of Love again. =)

If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die. Dreams see us through to forever.Where cloud roll by, for You and I.

Contraty to what mr chua yuehao(HAHAHA) said abt my previous post being vulgar and fierce, I feel that it was actually quite well controlled.Lang could have been much more harsh, as it is with respect to the kind of dis-satisfaction and anger I got from the chel-ski vs MANCHESTER UNITED match. But oh well, since its over, the mind is cooler. =)

This coming thurs is labour day!! As the name suggests, time to work. Like duh, which teacher wouldn't pile up loads of hmwk for students on labour day. =(

Ahhh once again,under my careful scrutiny, I found more reasons to buy the ipod touch! And if you were thinking whose set I did the "playing" around with, you've got it right. None other than mr marcus loke's (gay boy)...oops! sorry marcus!! =( To be real honest, it just gets better and better each time I explore it. Its a MP4 like never before. Cant wait till the end of common tests in June!!

On a random note,monday jogs are LOVE! Whooo, esp the scorhing hot sun shining down on the trickling strings of sweat coming down my face. YEAH! I feel the HEAT!

This post is typed in the moment of anger but this is much better way to release anger.

Firstly, I would like to express my sincere DISGUST at the referees England hv. Its just as pathetic as their team, oh I mean, more pathetic. The ref*r*es look like they dont even know how to make proper logical decisions. My 5 year old cousin can do better,to give back to others what they deserve.HONESTY! They looks as if they are wearing sunglasses when manutd are asking for the spot ki*ks and opening a big eye when Che*sea are asking for it.

Perhaps some stuff under the table?HMMM...

Next, my heart goes out to b*l*ack's mum, who must be thinking how come her son is doing sucha un-sporty thing on tv. holding another player back when the ball is not around is sucha childish thing that even the retards wont do. Oh well, I guess he's 1. Perhaps he's scared ronaldo might take away his player of the year award. Im mean, sucha loser. I would slap him hard if he's my son.

Thirdly,manutd are as fast as my turtle! Oh my, running at sucha fast speed. It looked as if it was a turtle vs che*sea match. Oh my, the kids at zhonghua can beat them UPSIDE DOWN too.

Lastly, the whole che*sea can beat the new zeland blacks! Seriously!! Their playing style is as rough as the sandpaper in the DnT lab.

So on the whole, I FEEL that the game was blinded by....smth? I dunno, perhaps a piece of rectangular sized paper. It makes the whole magnificent game feel so..............DUMB. It spoiled ronaldo's tricks, it ruined the future of beautiful football, it made b*l*ack feel like a bastard.It made vidic bleed. It made rooney score and last but not least, it made Ricardo Carvalho seem like a total idiot in front of international fans. Good job carvalho! Grant is so damn bloody "proud" of you cos you made him pee in his pants for a moment.

Okay, I've cooled down ALOT from this typing and the 2 fans blowing around me.Mum, bro and I got damn super hyped and kan chiong for the match. Wanted to go bugis and see the goals later but chose to stay at home instead at the 11th hour. It didnt display what I wanted to see. A whole brain full of disappointment now, knowing that manutd are hanging of the thread of the premiership title with just that mere bit of goal difference. With 2 tough games up ahead, it seems like true skill and talent must be shown on the battlefield.

I hereby wish my manutd warriors the best of luck.

I've now got a new belief.

Sometimes in life, you just gotta believe in yourself, to believe that what you see and do are results of your own actions and thoughts, that you have the destiny to change yourself. Its all about self-control, not in the restraining aspect, but to choose from what you desire and what is the best for oneself. In this world, no one can ever force you, anyone but yourself. Theres got to be a way out, it just depends on how you arrive at it.

To summarise it all, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!

=)

Went to SENTOSAAAHHHHH ystd. Dunno who went to postpone to 12pm when we were at first suppossed to meet at 10.HAHA.Anyway it was raining quite heavily in the morning so I was quite skeptical abt enjoying the day there. Well, sometimes, just as we dun judge the book by its cover, dun judge the weather by the clouds. The rain STOPPED!! I reached first, followed by Casey and we set off to buy Jowell's cake since it was his b'day!! Blueberry Cheese Cake. YUMMY!

Ahh and kenneth cant come cos he had to pack things with his dad at home. =( Anyway, took the bus there and da jie was being suanned throughout the whole trip.HAHA. And erm, settled down at Palawan beach. Played beach soccer first and hey hey, da jie's a good keeper k. She blocked many shots.LOL. Cracked my bone while playing cos I kicked the ball quite hard. =(

Next up, freesbie. Super hard to predict the direction it was going. And we all got shagged at the end of it all. Went to ask the lifeguard super politely whether we are able to use the canoe there since there were a few lying around. Guess what, his face reflected the weather this morning, gave me the damn bloody idiotic face but who cares about sucha LOSER! Ate maggi at 7-11 and saw Amanda Lim! MJC had good As results so off day. And when I asked her if she knew she was on TV the other day , she gave me the "isit meh? sure anot" face. LOL

With a full stomach we went slacking around, did standing broad jump on the sand, WENT

INTO THE WATER TO PLAY BALL and erm, yeah SLACKED. Lastly, we played CAPTAIN's BALL.Whoa that was the best part of the day. Jowell used his height adv to block da jie so it was a super funny scene. HAHA. Jackie got quite hiong throughout the game such that he really chiong-ed for the ball when it seemed like he might roll down into the sea in e midst of catching it. LOL. Bathed and after tt, we realised we havent took a single photo the whole day!! So we went to take outside the toilet.

Serene and ME!

JACKIE! Like some happy buddha. =P

(L to R)

Casey,Serene,Teo Huei,Jowell,Jackie,Your Truly,Xi Que,Da Jie

=D

Look whose's B'day is coming =D

Alright and I agree, they look like Merci chocolate bars. HAHA. But hey, its the effort that counts, not the artistic talent. =)

Fri gg to Sentosa with the China study trip ppl!! Yipee!! Its been long since I'd ever went out. Good opportunity to relax before the semester starts.

Talked with my ex-maths tuition teacher last week. And she was asking abt my poly life. Sensing the displeasure in the answer I provided, she probed on. So I told her about the JC Poly problem again, that I would certainly have penned down NYJC or CJC if given a choice again. And she told me something that really enlightened me. "In the world, people are not contented with what they possess. They always think that the grass is greener on the other side. They dont see the cons because they are blinded with the pros. If I'd chosen JC and cant handle the massive workload, I might think Poly would be a better option and vice versa if I had known the Poly system".Well she ended off with, "In the working world, the cat that catches the mouse wins it all" =)

Love is a maze void of a defined route. And that's what makes the Love journey so special.

And yipee! I finished reading "I believe You". Its a super touching story and those I've sent the e-mails to, its good tt you ppl read abt it! However I do hv my regrets abt "gobbling" up the whole book in a short span of 2hs cos I cant really "savour" the every emotion but yet at the same time I wish to know more and more abt what's going to develop the next second. Ahhhh kan chiong spider. But at least I've read it and erm, ITS FANTASTIC! The only thing Im pondering and enquiring is if the story is real. Whatever the case, its a nice one to read. Those who wanna borrow it can get it from me. I most willing to share a book of such romantic and fantastic calibre. =D

Maybe its not about what tomorrow can offer to you,but about what you can offer to today.

Seriously so disappointed today..=(

Firstly, the mouse which I had to help dad change was actually LACKING OF BATTERY POWER!!! I was damn bloody embarrassed at the shop when the guy actually shrugged his damn shoulders when I asked him "how come at home cannot leh" His arrogant face deserves a slap. Totally a wasted trip.

Next, I couldnt find the book I wanted to find at Bras Brasah. Heck man, went up and down the whole place and couldn't find it. So exhausted by the end of it all. And I suddenly thought of it. The prices would be the same if I got it online or at the bookshop so why not just relax myself at home,order online and wait for the book rather than running like a mad monkey around the complex in search of a LOCAL AUTHOR'S BOOK WHICH MOST SHOPS DONT EVEN HAVE 1. ARGH!

And lastly, some idiot gave me the wrong info for the trailer's song and I went like a dummy in search of it, only to find that it might not exist afterall.

Im super dumb today....=( Never mind, as what people always say, IM IN SEARCH OF A BETTER TOMORROW!!!!!

After a few days of working finally getting an off day tomorrow. Ah well I doubt there would be much opportunities to work anyway since sch's gg to start soon. But seriously, though this job doesnt pay out well, it is more flexible than others and it shows me the world,as in the different working styles and views of ppl. Call it social stigma if you like.

Going to Kampong Glam tmr to help dad change a wireless mouse. He wanted to do it on his own but since he was never good at IT, I guess its better I make the trip down once rather than him driving down twice. Oops, I guess I should not have made my father so embarrassed on my blog but NVM =D

And erm to add onto it, Im gg to make a trip down to brash basah to buy a book! =D Yeah if some of you have received the e-mail abt this touching junior college love story, spec. 2 NJC student. Yeah I read the first few chapters online and watched the trailer. NICE!!!!!! V touching and erm, its not in my english language capability to describe its so-called "attractive-ness" So gotta go down tmr to get it. =D