I am so tired, just so tired now.
Anyway talk abt that later. Went to my friend's house today. So fun playing with all the Xbox 360 games. Then we also laughed over some kind of stupid stuff. Well, its all these stuff that makes one feel better under all these stress. Well, I think all these relaxing activities are going to make up for the intense study during the September holidays. I feel that in a split eye's time, its like I am in sec 4. I still can remember all the stuff I did with my friends during lower sec, all those childish and stupid stuff. Its like yesterday to me. And soon,its all like going to be over. I feel that my secondary school days really are good memories for me to hold. What I have learnt from it, what I enjoyed from it, the sufferings, the joy, the laughter. All these cannot come back again. I mean as I move on to a higher level of education, I really dont have the luxury of enjoying all these anymore. Its like, all gone, lost, never to come again. Then before anyone knows, its off to working. All is so fast. I really dont want this dream to end so soon. No.
Oh speaking about tiredness. Haiz. Ya, thinking about it really makes me fustrated. Other than studying, most of the time, I am really not concentrating. Even when playing my games. I really cannot focus and give my best. I will keep habering thoughts about what I have done, what I am doing now, what I am going to next and reflecting on my actions. I am really so lost, I am just taking a step at a time. Time is not on my side, neither is fate too. I am counting down to how much time is left. Maybe I am getting too obsessed? I dont even know. I just want this dream to continue, to just let me carry it on. Time is the only thing I need now.
Li Sheng Jie's new song 'Zhui Jing' is nice.It really reflets my mood and thinking now, my craze for HER.
Now, there is only 1 person in my heart, just, solely, You. I change for you, and thee changes will not be reversed, because you will be in me, no matter when, no matter what. I just want to say something to you, after that, nothing else matters.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Watched the EPL last night. Wow, and Manutd won again, Yay. HAHA. Arsenal got a draw. Oops. Haha. Hope that Chelsea will lose. Yes!!
Anyway, I tasted some ice-wine brought back from Canada from my auntie. Tastes quite good. Heard that the grapes are grown at a temp. of like -20 degrees celcius? They are also squuezed at around that temp. No wonder the flavour of the wine was like so strong. Well, only took 2 glasses of it this time round. Haha. Oh, I am so surprised my auntie asked me if I played DOTA. Haha. When I said no, she asked me why nv play, so nice. Haha. Well, I think she got away from her addiction of Burnout 3 to come to play DOTA. And I heard that its an everynight affair. Haha. Wonder how she can wake up to go to work the next day. Well, she playes with my uncle who is running hs business in Shanghai and their comp. engineering friends. Maybe they wanna go for the world cyber games. Haha. I dunno.
Mum asked me if I wanna go Japan this yr after the Os. Tough decision. Actually I wanted to go to Japan dearly, but ya this being the last yr, might not get to see some of my friends that often again, so told her I didnt wanna go. She got a shock of her life, I mean, its like somewhere that I would love to go to and I rejected it. Well, there's always next time. Some things just cant wait, some can.
Before you write, think.
Before you speak, listen.
Before you spend, earn.
Before you invest, investigate.
Before you retire, save.
Before you die, give.
Before you want someone to love you, love them first.
Love is about caring, understanding and always being by the side of the person you love, to help them and learn the lessons of life together with them.
Anyway, I tasted some ice-wine brought back from Canada from my auntie. Tastes quite good. Heard that the grapes are grown at a temp. of like -20 degrees celcius? They are also squuezed at around that temp. No wonder the flavour of the wine was like so strong. Well, only took 2 glasses of it this time round. Haha. Oh, I am so surprised my auntie asked me if I played DOTA. Haha. When I said no, she asked me why nv play, so nice. Haha. Well, I think she got away from her addiction of Burnout 3 to come to play DOTA. And I heard that its an everynight affair. Haha. Wonder how she can wake up to go to work the next day. Well, she playes with my uncle who is running hs business in Shanghai and their comp. engineering friends. Maybe they wanna go for the world cyber games. Haha. I dunno.
Mum asked me if I wanna go Japan this yr after the Os. Tough decision. Actually I wanted to go to Japan dearly, but ya this being the last yr, might not get to see some of my friends that often again, so told her I didnt wanna go. She got a shock of her life, I mean, its like somewhere that I would love to go to and I rejected it. Well, there's always next time. Some things just cant wait, some can.
Before you write, think.
Before you speak, listen.
Before you spend, earn.
Before you invest, investigate.
Before you retire, save.
Before you die, give.
Before you want someone to love you, love them first.
Love is about caring, understanding and always being by the side of the person you love, to help them and learn the lessons of life together with them.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Slept quite early last night. At ard like 9 plus.
Was getting more fan over some things. The more I think about it, it really makes me very fustrated. Never have I felt like this before. Well, I went to open the fridge and gulped down 1 whole bottle of red wine. Never drank so much before. At the most it was like 1 can of beer. This time ,1 whole bottle, and the alcoholic effect took place in less than a half-an-hour. My whole face was red and yah, switched on the air-con to the lowest temp. possible. My head was so heavy. Not filled with the drowsiness of the alcohol, but with the urgent unsolved problem. Slept for like 12 hs. Both my parents thought I only drank a glass, but they didnt know the other side of the story, the reason I drank. Well, it goes to show that drinking cannot drown one's sorrows.
Well, I certainly am in a clearer state of mind now.
I was just thinking, do we have to really lose what we possess before we learn to appreciate what we have? For instance, you may think that a bowl or your fan is just nothing compared to your computer or handphone. But once we lose it, we will start to appreciate it, because we cannot hold our soup without our bowls and feel cool without the fan. Well, same thing applies to human to human relationships too. We just take some people for granted. We think that they are suppossed to help us, because they are our friends, we feel that it is their duty to do so. We start to complain if ever any friend does not do anything to our liking. However, do we stop to think that we are asking for too much? We do not return their help with a word of thanks, with a smile. We do not put ourselves in their shoes to think about them, to care for them, to know that they have been helping us behind our backs,silently, without asking for any return or favour. Instead, we treat them like they are non-existant. We keep thing from them, we betray them, we do all sorts of things to them. Why? The question I ask of these people. Why? Have their friends not helped them enough? What else do they want? I guess all these is just a case of people being selfish and never stopping to think about returning to others a favour no matter how small it maybe.
Anyway, I just saw a blog that wrote some quite enlightening stuff about values. It said that to be able to possess determination, perserverance, you must be put through the mill and know what hardship is like, what losing something, someone is like. The ability to stand up again, the challenge to come up again stronger. To learn from your mistakes. Let me give you a scenario.
A man was walking in a forest and he chanced upon a note. It said" there is a piece of gold bar underneath this forest floor. Use the spade provided under the tree to dig it up and good luck to you!" He looked around and found a spade under a tree. Being curious, he took the spade and began digging. He was dressed in some tight clothings and was it was a great obstacle to his hand movements. He began to dig. His hand got soiled at first. He took a bottle of water to clean them. It later become even dirtier. He was quite irritated but continued to dig. Being small in size, he could not dig quite fast. A passer-by went past and looked at what he was doing. The man told him what he saw and the passer-by laughed at the man's stupidity before moving on. The man wanted to give up. He felt that his one hour of digging had gained no result other than getting him all soaked in sweat and covered with mud. However, he decided to continue as he wanted to prove the passer-by wrong. So he continued digging. Hours after hours passed. He became more tired. His desire to stop digging was getting stronger. He thought to himself" I am going to just dig for this last hour, if nothing comes out of it, I am going to just walk away." He continued, for that last hour. Finally, that piece of gold appeared. He was very happy. However, his mind did not possess thoughts for selling that gold bar, nor was it thinking of how to show it off to his friends. He was happy because he felt that his efforts had paid off, he had been able to complete the challenge. That was the best reward reaped.
Well, let me say my piece. His dirtied hands and tight clothings represent his constraints, things that are obstructing him. The passer-by would mean others comments to us, what they say about us, their sacarism. The time would show the period of time we spent trying to learn something, some valuable, to try and prove others wrong. In the end, what we can gain from this is that we must know what we want, what we desire and to just go for it. The obstacles in front of us are just challenges to toughen us up. At the end of the day, we feel a sense of satisfaction, partly because we reached our aim, but more due to being able to learn, to stand up again, to break free from everything holding us back. That's the true, greatest and sweetest reward. Opportunties do not appear twice, because when they do appear the next time, many things would have changed. People meet because of fate, the fate that brings them together, out of a whole world population of billions of people. And lastly, chances do not come easy, because they might never appear again.
I know I have a lot to say, which might have bored almost everyone. But really, saying all these now makes me feel better.
ok, shall blog till here.Learn to appreciate and treasure what you have!!!!
I have done what I can. I will see what else I need to do. I hope that its not just a 1 way traffic. My obsessions are getting deeper. I hope that if you were to deal me that blow, do it now. Otherwise, nothing is gonna heal that broken heart the next time round.
How do I live without you..... I want to know.....How do I live without you..... if you ever go..... how do I ever..ever survive.... ooo.... how do I...ooo .....how do I ...ooo... how do I live....
Was getting more fan over some things. The more I think about it, it really makes me very fustrated. Never have I felt like this before. Well, I went to open the fridge and gulped down 1 whole bottle of red wine. Never drank so much before. At the most it was like 1 can of beer. This time ,1 whole bottle, and the alcoholic effect took place in less than a half-an-hour. My whole face was red and yah, switched on the air-con to the lowest temp. possible. My head was so heavy. Not filled with the drowsiness of the alcohol, but with the urgent unsolved problem. Slept for like 12 hs. Both my parents thought I only drank a glass, but they didnt know the other side of the story, the reason I drank. Well, it goes to show that drinking cannot drown one's sorrows.
Well, I certainly am in a clearer state of mind now.
I was just thinking, do we have to really lose what we possess before we learn to appreciate what we have? For instance, you may think that a bowl or your fan is just nothing compared to your computer or handphone. But once we lose it, we will start to appreciate it, because we cannot hold our soup without our bowls and feel cool without the fan. Well, same thing applies to human to human relationships too. We just take some people for granted. We think that they are suppossed to help us, because they are our friends, we feel that it is their duty to do so. We start to complain if ever any friend does not do anything to our liking. However, do we stop to think that we are asking for too much? We do not return their help with a word of thanks, with a smile. We do not put ourselves in their shoes to think about them, to care for them, to know that they have been helping us behind our backs,silently, without asking for any return or favour. Instead, we treat them like they are non-existant. We keep thing from them, we betray them, we do all sorts of things to them. Why? The question I ask of these people. Why? Have their friends not helped them enough? What else do they want? I guess all these is just a case of people being selfish and never stopping to think about returning to others a favour no matter how small it maybe.
Anyway, I just saw a blog that wrote some quite enlightening stuff about values. It said that to be able to possess determination, perserverance, you must be put through the mill and know what hardship is like, what losing something, someone is like. The ability to stand up again, the challenge to come up again stronger. To learn from your mistakes. Let me give you a scenario.
A man was walking in a forest and he chanced upon a note. It said" there is a piece of gold bar underneath this forest floor. Use the spade provided under the tree to dig it up and good luck to you!" He looked around and found a spade under a tree. Being curious, he took the spade and began digging. He was dressed in some tight clothings and was it was a great obstacle to his hand movements. He began to dig. His hand got soiled at first. He took a bottle of water to clean them. It later become even dirtier. He was quite irritated but continued to dig. Being small in size, he could not dig quite fast. A passer-by went past and looked at what he was doing. The man told him what he saw and the passer-by laughed at the man's stupidity before moving on. The man wanted to give up. He felt that his one hour of digging had gained no result other than getting him all soaked in sweat and covered with mud. However, he decided to continue as he wanted to prove the passer-by wrong. So he continued digging. Hours after hours passed. He became more tired. His desire to stop digging was getting stronger. He thought to himself" I am going to just dig for this last hour, if nothing comes out of it, I am going to just walk away." He continued, for that last hour. Finally, that piece of gold appeared. He was very happy. However, his mind did not possess thoughts for selling that gold bar, nor was it thinking of how to show it off to his friends. He was happy because he felt that his efforts had paid off, he had been able to complete the challenge. That was the best reward reaped.
Well, let me say my piece. His dirtied hands and tight clothings represent his constraints, things that are obstructing him. The passer-by would mean others comments to us, what they say about us, their sacarism. The time would show the period of time we spent trying to learn something, some valuable, to try and prove others wrong. In the end, what we can gain from this is that we must know what we want, what we desire and to just go for it. The obstacles in front of us are just challenges to toughen us up. At the end of the day, we feel a sense of satisfaction, partly because we reached our aim, but more due to being able to learn, to stand up again, to break free from everything holding us back. That's the true, greatest and sweetest reward. Opportunties do not appear twice, because when they do appear the next time, many things would have changed. People meet because of fate, the fate that brings them together, out of a whole world population of billions of people. And lastly, chances do not come easy, because they might never appear again.
I know I have a lot to say, which might have bored almost everyone. But really, saying all these now makes me feel better.
ok, shall blog till here.Learn to appreciate and treasure what you have!!!!
I have done what I can. I will see what else I need to do. I hope that its not just a 1 way traffic. My obsessions are getting deeper. I hope that if you were to deal me that blow, do it now. Otherwise, nothing is gonna heal that broken heart the next time round.
How do I live without you..... I want to know.....How do I live without you..... if you ever go..... how do I ever..ever survive.... ooo.... how do I...ooo .....how do I ...ooo... how do I live....
Friday, August 25, 2006
A Friday afternoon
Getting a little bored. Everyone went home so early today. Only managed to play a little basketball today. Took the bus home with Jun Liang and Jonatons. Before that went to 7-11 to buy a drink with jerr.
Realised forgot a lot of my A-maths stuff, esp. the sec 4 work. Sec3 work still quite ok, cos revising it now. Better do intense revision this weekend, otherwise, time is running out. Having the SS prelims and the Chemistry and Physics practical next week. The 'O' levels are looming close. As I said, I will and must not have any regrets.
As I think about how close the 'O' levels are now, another matter is also becoming more urgent. Well, nothing gets in my mind these few days other than HER, studies and some basketball to relax myself. Wow, its the 1st time I am so concentrated on just a few aims, compared to the past where I would be like meddling into a lot of things. Haha. Just find it so puzzling. When one grows up, everything seems to make so much sense, and we all find the past so childish.However, we just do not think of it as childish in our younger days.
Was so happy to hear that Jay is releasing his new album soon liao. Haha, waited quite long liao, but I am nv sian with his old songs, like shan hu hai, feng. Still sounds very nice.
Some ppl are just bastards.
I can't stand a day without seeing your ANGELIC face
Getting a little bored. Everyone went home so early today. Only managed to play a little basketball today. Took the bus home with Jun Liang and Jonatons. Before that went to 7-11 to buy a drink with jerr.
Realised forgot a lot of my A-maths stuff, esp. the sec 4 work. Sec3 work still quite ok, cos revising it now. Better do intense revision this weekend, otherwise, time is running out. Having the SS prelims and the Chemistry and Physics practical next week. The 'O' levels are looming close. As I said, I will and must not have any regrets.
As I think about how close the 'O' levels are now, another matter is also becoming more urgent. Well, nothing gets in my mind these few days other than HER, studies and some basketball to relax myself. Wow, its the 1st time I am so concentrated on just a few aims, compared to the past where I would be like meddling into a lot of things. Haha. Just find it so puzzling. When one grows up, everything seems to make so much sense, and we all find the past so childish.However, we just do not think of it as childish in our younger days.
Was so happy to hear that Jay is releasing his new album soon liao. Haha, waited quite long liao, but I am nv sian with his old songs, like shan hu hai, feng. Still sounds very nice.
Some ppl are just bastards.
I can't stand a day without seeing your ANGELIC face
Monday, August 21, 2006
Wah, its back to a sch day again. Coughing like siao sia. Realised that like quite fast to the prelims sia. In fact, 2 more wks.
Wah, went to by the S.H.E forever album. I simply love the song Yi Yan Wan Nian. Like so nice lorh.The tune is very nice, in the sense that it is very soothing to the ear. Heard it like dunno how many times liao.
Went to eat the cheesy bites pizza yesterday. So so only de. not say very nice. In the end like dun feel like eating it liao, went to order beef lasagne. That tastes much better. Then went to popular after that. So glad to have discovered that popular sells quote books. I am so gonna buy at least ermmm.... 5 of them? Yar.
Dont love someone you can live with, love someone you cant live without.
Love is the motivation for everything. Romance is the origin of Love.
The sands of time is running through my tight hands. I wish to just give up stretching my hand for you. I really do. But, that will never happen, because my Love for you beats anything else, and it will grant me the strength to carry on, to see it through, to get the answer, no matter what it is. God, help me please. Grant me the ability to perserve through, to give me the hints that I need, to bless us, to allow fate to bring us together. The outcome is not important, for everything You do, You have your reason.
Wah, went to by the S.H.E forever album. I simply love the song Yi Yan Wan Nian. Like so nice lorh.The tune is very nice, in the sense that it is very soothing to the ear. Heard it like dunno how many times liao.
Went to eat the cheesy bites pizza yesterday. So so only de. not say very nice. In the end like dun feel like eating it liao, went to order beef lasagne. That tastes much better. Then went to popular after that. So glad to have discovered that popular sells quote books. I am so gonna buy at least ermmm.... 5 of them? Yar.
Dont love someone you can live with, love someone you cant live without.
Love is the motivation for everything. Romance is the origin of Love.
The sands of time is running through my tight hands. I wish to just give up stretching my hand for you. I really do. But, that will never happen, because my Love for you beats anything else, and it will grant me the strength to carry on, to see it through, to get the answer, no matter what it is. God, help me please. Grant me the ability to perserve through, to give me the hints that I need, to bless us, to allow fate to bring us together. The outcome is not important, for everything You do, You have your reason.
Friday, August 18, 2006
Quite a boring day today. Hmmm... only stayed back in sch for ard like 1 hr? Then went home liao. Nth to do sia, the courts closed for the day. Haha, well this shows how dependent am I for the courts to find some entertainment. What's more, its a Fri. I think I am just running out of activities to do. The fireworks festival is over, next up is teachers day, which is so close to the prelims. I think I am gonna just 'pia' and take 1 day off during the Sept hols to take a short break, otherwise, I am just gonna crash. But with some motivation , I dont think I am that fragile anymore. Haha.
Oh collected my new specs. Looks quite funny. Didnt know why I chose that colour in the first place. Well, its not what some ppl think, because of that particular reason, I mean c'mon lar, not copycat right. Haha. Maybe during that moment I thought that that colour was quite nice.
Just heard the Mulan some kind of 'reflection' song. Have not heard it for quite a long time, but the song stays as good. So that's why, even if the years past, a good song shall always stay good in anyone's memory.
Nth is as motivating as a smile from you
When will my reflections show, the love for you..... inside..
Oh collected my new specs. Looks quite funny. Didnt know why I chose that colour in the first place. Well, its not what some ppl think, because of that particular reason, I mean c'mon lar, not copycat right. Haha. Maybe during that moment I thought that that colour was quite nice.
Just heard the Mulan some kind of 'reflection' song. Have not heard it for quite a long time, but the song stays as good. So that's why, even if the years past, a good song shall always stay good in anyone's memory.
Nth is as motivating as a smile from you
When will my reflections show, the love for you..... inside..
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I have been "ah chooing" (sneezing) the whole day today. Well, for those who know me, this is typical of me, cos my nose is quite sensitive. Haha. Better get well soon, cos the 'O' level english oral is coming soon.
Well, today is the first time I get such accurate titraion results. So happy. Haha.Hit the exact value of 24.2. Wow. In the past I often missed the actual titration value by about 0.5 or 0.6. Kicked some soccer today. Have not played soccer for quite long. Then, went opposite to eat before going home. So drowsy after consuming the flu medicine.
Was just thinking of something Mr Lee said some time back. Add a 'd' to 'anger' and you get danger. I guess the 'd' can only be subsituted by destruction, which means doing rash acts without thinking twice and is stirred up by emotions.
Oh, I am beginning to like F.I.R's new album. Dicsovering more songs as I hear the CD more.
I am ready, but I would require the help of fate to allow me to take my first step out. Lets hope that time is on our side. Even though time is running out, but my love for you will not. Bless me.
Well, today is the first time I get such accurate titraion results. So happy. Haha.Hit the exact value of 24.2. Wow. In the past I often missed the actual titration value by about 0.5 or 0.6. Kicked some soccer today. Have not played soccer for quite long. Then, went opposite to eat before going home. So drowsy after consuming the flu medicine.
Was just thinking of something Mr Lee said some time back. Add a 'd' to 'anger' and you get danger. I guess the 'd' can only be subsituted by destruction, which means doing rash acts without thinking twice and is stirred up by emotions.
Oh, I am beginning to like F.I.R's new album. Dicsovering more songs as I hear the CD more.
I am ready, but I would require the help of fate to allow me to take my first step out. Lets hope that time is on our side. Even though time is running out, but my love for you will not. Bless me.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Went to watch the fireworks yesterday with Nigel. Was suppossed to have more ppl with us to watch it, but some asshole who loves to blow his own trumpet big as usual could not deliver his promise, leaving me and Nigel so sian. Well, as expeted, the place was so crowded. We crossed to the road opposite the esplanade to watch the fireworks. Were squeezing on the bridge with many others when suddenly, the fireworks came. Haha. We were blocked by a few trees so could not see the whole thing properly. Some ppl just rushed out onto the road, leaving the poor traffic police having to stop the traffic because of them. Inconsiderate idiots. Well, there was not much difference from the past fireworks designed by team Italy and Team New Calcutta, just that yesterday's fireworks, designed by team France, had more shimmering gold fireworks falling from the sky. It was so hot in there, couldn't stand the heat. What's more I was in jeans. Hah. Took us quite a long time to exit from there. Saw Cherlyn with her friends there too. WE walked ard the citylink mall, hoping to go to suntec, but walked the wrong way and ended up at Raffles City instead. Haha. So we had to walk back again. Ate mac at suntec, which was so full of ppl. We managed to find a seat in like 2 mins, which was incredible. Nth much to do after that, so went home. Well, let me say this again, this is suppossed to be a much niceer trip, should it not have been for that asshole who failed to do what he said he confirm could do. 1 word for him, xiao zhang. Cant get ppl to go then say so lah, no need to act seh right. Make me du lan only lorh.
I am seeing the fate that is starting to bind us together, and I hope that it will.
I am seeing the fate that is starting to bind us together, and I hope that it will.
Friday, August 11, 2006
Let me blog abt what happened on national day
Went to aunt's house at ard 11 in the morning, then played a while of bball, before going back and forth to the bbq pit. Later went to play 1 hr of badminton, then proceeded to the tennis court. Quite ok for a first timer, could surf the ball quite well, but most of my shots were quite off track. Haha. Shot some balls out of the condo area, had to pick them up after the game. Hmmmmm...., then went to the gym to do some workout. Wah, so many gym equipment there, tried almost all, except for the weigh lifting thing. Then went for a swim. Sat at the lounge pool first, then went to play with my cousins at the children's play pool. Lastly, went to the training pool. Haha, when I was abt to proceed to the toilet to bath, I found out that there was a jacuzzi pool in the toilet. Cool. Sat in there for half an hour. Switched on the wave to be the highest. Wah, so comfortable, having the water shoot at your back. Took a bath before going up to watch the parade. Wah, we had a full air view of the stadium. Could see the helicopters and aircraft flying. The chinook even made a big turn in front of the condo, so could see the flag super clearly. Nice. Best of all, the fireworks. After the parade, everyone was talking about how good it was to buy a condo there, cos you can see the sea and the fireworks too. Haha. Whats more there are so many facilities. Well, to me, having a home is good enough, what more can one ask for.
Had 2 tuitions on Thurs before going to have a short jog.
And today, I am just so pleased. I got my desired A1 for my 'o' chinese. YES! It just feels great, all my hard work has paid off. Though I do copy some of my chinese homework, =P, I feel that doing that 5 assessment books was worth it. Well, I know myself too well. I am going to be super complacent after this. But this time, I am going to control it well. I feel that if you have put in your best, there should be no regrets, because its all you can give. However, we must not live to regret that we should have done better.
Oh, going to watch the fireworks tomorrow. Its going to be the last. Only managed to watch the Italy and National Day parade fireworks. Not going to miss this one. Going to the marina area straight after the going to make my new specs. Yayy, not gotten a new pair of specs after so long.
Well, I dunno how long this is going to last, but I am just feeling very high now. I am feeling great. I hope this lasts forever.
I wont wanna lose you, because I dunno what I am without you, how I will live without you. I am just so delighted to see you,your cute and cheerful face. It just motivates me to carry on, to have the strength to pursue you, to know more about you, to just carry out the simple yet honourable task of loving you.
Listening to Jay Chou's shan hu hai now. This song is really nice. It makes me think about HER, HER laughter, HER cuteness and HER love. This is truely a great song.
Oh well, have a nice weekend ppl. Seeya! =P
Went to aunt's house at ard 11 in the morning, then played a while of bball, before going back and forth to the bbq pit. Later went to play 1 hr of badminton, then proceeded to the tennis court. Quite ok for a first timer, could surf the ball quite well, but most of my shots were quite off track. Haha. Shot some balls out of the condo area, had to pick them up after the game. Hmmmmm...., then went to the gym to do some workout. Wah, so many gym equipment there, tried almost all, except for the weigh lifting thing. Then went for a swim. Sat at the lounge pool first, then went to play with my cousins at the children's play pool. Lastly, went to the training pool. Haha, when I was abt to proceed to the toilet to bath, I found out that there was a jacuzzi pool in the toilet. Cool. Sat in there for half an hour. Switched on the wave to be the highest. Wah, so comfortable, having the water shoot at your back. Took a bath before going up to watch the parade. Wah, we had a full air view of the stadium. Could see the helicopters and aircraft flying. The chinook even made a big turn in front of the condo, so could see the flag super clearly. Nice. Best of all, the fireworks. After the parade, everyone was talking about how good it was to buy a condo there, cos you can see the sea and the fireworks too. Haha. Whats more there are so many facilities. Well, to me, having a home is good enough, what more can one ask for.
Had 2 tuitions on Thurs before going to have a short jog.
And today, I am just so pleased. I got my desired A1 for my 'o' chinese. YES! It just feels great, all my hard work has paid off. Though I do copy some of my chinese homework, =P, I feel that doing that 5 assessment books was worth it. Well, I know myself too well. I am going to be super complacent after this. But this time, I am going to control it well. I feel that if you have put in your best, there should be no regrets, because its all you can give. However, we must not live to regret that we should have done better.
Oh, going to watch the fireworks tomorrow. Its going to be the last. Only managed to watch the Italy and National Day parade fireworks. Not going to miss this one. Going to the marina area straight after the going to make my new specs. Yayy, not gotten a new pair of specs after so long.
Well, I dunno how long this is going to last, but I am just feeling very high now. I am feeling great. I hope this lasts forever.
I wont wanna lose you, because I dunno what I am without you, how I will live without you. I am just so delighted to see you,your cute and cheerful face. It just motivates me to carry on, to have the strength to pursue you, to know more about you, to just carry out the simple yet honourable task of loving you.
Listening to Jay Chou's shan hu hai now. This song is really nice. It makes me think about HER, HER laughter, HER cuteness and HER love. This is truely a great song.
Oh well, have a nice weekend ppl. Seeya! =P
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Lost
Went for cross country today. Did not really run, walked and ran a little with Nigel and Poh. We were setting 1 teacher as our "motivation" to run. Haha, everytime we saw him, we would be saying " eh he's coming, c'mon faster run!'. Haha. Took a few class photos today too.
After the run, walked with Poh to J8. Quite a nice walk, saw quite a lot of Raffles chio girls. Haha. Then as we took a turn at the Bishan MRT station to walk into J8, I saw HER. OMG. So coincidental. Poh say is you yuan. Haha, cos we were talking about her on the way to J8, then saw liao. Oh, so sweet.
Looked at some stuff at J8, then walk here and there buy some things. Walked the 2nd and 1st floor in hope of ...... (ya know). Then sian liao, so go TPY central. Ate Mac there and saw Cheong Jun with his other friends. Saw long ge too. Then me and Poh go and play bball at the court for like 45 mins before going home.
Now as I sit and type this post, I am really feeling a sense of lost in direction. I feel that I am missing something around, someone. Nothing seems to please me. I yearn to do or see that something, someone.Its just a feeling that cannot be penned down in words, its the mindset of my heart. My body temperature seems to be rising, but there is no sign of fever. This has been in me for the past 2 weeks. Funny.
Lets just hope that I can either GET INTO ACTION SOON, or get out of it soon.
After the run, walked with Poh to J8. Quite a nice walk, saw quite a lot of Raffles chio girls. Haha. Then as we took a turn at the Bishan MRT station to walk into J8, I saw HER. OMG. So coincidental. Poh say is you yuan. Haha, cos we were talking about her on the way to J8, then saw liao. Oh, so sweet.
Looked at some stuff at J8, then walk here and there buy some things. Walked the 2nd and 1st floor in hope of ...... (ya know). Then sian liao, so go TPY central. Ate Mac there and saw Cheong Jun with his other friends. Saw long ge too. Then me and Poh go and play bball at the court for like 45 mins before going home.
Now as I sit and type this post, I am really feeling a sense of lost in direction. I feel that I am missing something around, someone. Nothing seems to please me. I yearn to do or see that something, someone.Its just a feeling that cannot be penned down in words, its the mindset of my heart. My body temperature seems to be rising, but there is no sign of fever. This has been in me for the past 2 weeks. Funny.
Lets just hope that I can either GET INTO ACTION SOON, or get out of it soon.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Woke up at 7am this morning. Then, suddenly want to go play bball. Haha, so played for like 2hs with 2 other strangers at the court. I think I am just so addicted to bball. Haha.
Slept like 2 hs frm 10 to 12. Then like so sian, so take out E-maths TYS do. After like 1hr of doing, got the hang of it, so continued doing and doing. haha. Found out that the F.I.R album has so many nice love songs. Kept listening to track 6 for like 30 times. So shiok.
National day is approaching soon. Sad to see that many do not hang the S'pore flag. They just take things for granted. If we were to look at the other countries, so much internal conflict, so much fighting. In Singapore, we have racial harmony, our family and friends safe and sound, great security, good medical service. What more can we ask for? And yet we take our nation for granted. Students do not sing the national antheum proudly, not to mention loudly. This is just so saddening.
Oh, having a bbq at aunt's new condo next Weds. Haha, near the Stadium there, so can see fireworks!! Then gonna play tennis, bball!, go gym, jacuzzi, pool, then also the skate board area(though I dunno how to skateboard).
Talking to CZ now. Haha, he told me he is the self-acclaimed gal killer. Haha.
Gtg eat dinner now. Blog soon bah. Have a nice day!!
Slept like 2 hs frm 10 to 12. Then like so sian, so take out E-maths TYS do. After like 1hr of doing, got the hang of it, so continued doing and doing. haha. Found out that the F.I.R album has so many nice love songs. Kept listening to track 6 for like 30 times. So shiok.
National day is approaching soon. Sad to see that many do not hang the S'pore flag. They just take things for granted. If we were to look at the other countries, so much internal conflict, so much fighting. In Singapore, we have racial harmony, our family and friends safe and sound, great security, good medical service. What more can we ask for? And yet we take our nation for granted. Students do not sing the national antheum proudly, not to mention loudly. This is just so saddening.
Oh, having a bbq at aunt's new condo next Weds. Haha, near the Stadium there, so can see fireworks!! Then gonna play tennis, bball!, go gym, jacuzzi, pool, then also the skate board area(though I dunno how to skateboard).
Talking to CZ now. Haha, he told me he is the self-acclaimed gal killer. Haha.
Gtg eat dinner now. Blog soon bah. Have a nice day!!
Friday, August 04, 2006
Bball
Wah, have been playing bball the whole of this week. Mum keeps askin me why am is my skin getting more tanned day by day. Haha. Well, told her that I am always that tanned. But its fun getting to pay some bball, even though I am still quite a noob.
Wow, wow, wow, Carrick has moved to Manutd. I hope that this would add more life to the team and enable the players to play better and be more motivated to go for the cup.
Heard the new F.I.R album. Quite nice I shld say, even though this ablum is not rock enough. The past 2 albums by them were quite nice and the music was quite smooth and rock enough.
Counted. The prelims are just like 3 weeks away. If more calculation was to be done, then I suppose that I can reach a conclusion that there is not much time left for revision. So, must chiong liao lor.
Next wk National day. Tues have the cross country. Gonna walk. Well, 1st reason being I do not have the stamina to run the whole way through. 2nd would be to talk talk and slowly walk, cos last yr liao mah. Anyway, the Macritchie reservoir is like a 15 mins walk away from my house. Anytime want to run also can, or should I say, walk.
Oh, and I found the continuation from Jay Chou's 'Feng' MTV. Its Liu Ge Hong's Ca Hong Tian Tang. So see the 'Feng" first. Then watch the "cai Hong Tian Tang' Its actually a continuation. So shocked to know that. Well,in case anyone does not know, it is actually on youtube.
Dont know what more to blog abt liao. Hmmmmm.... I think I end here bah. Shall blog more next week. Meanwhile, enjoy yourself. =)
Wow, wow, wow, Carrick has moved to Manutd. I hope that this would add more life to the team and enable the players to play better and be more motivated to go for the cup.
Heard the new F.I.R album. Quite nice I shld say, even though this ablum is not rock enough. The past 2 albums by them were quite nice and the music was quite smooth and rock enough.
Counted. The prelims are just like 3 weeks away. If more calculation was to be done, then I suppose that I can reach a conclusion that there is not much time left for revision. So, must chiong liao lor.
Next wk National day. Tues have the cross country. Gonna walk. Well, 1st reason being I do not have the stamina to run the whole way through. 2nd would be to talk talk and slowly walk, cos last yr liao mah. Anyway, the Macritchie reservoir is like a 15 mins walk away from my house. Anytime want to run also can, or should I say, walk.
Oh, and I found the continuation from Jay Chou's 'Feng' MTV. Its Liu Ge Hong's Ca Hong Tian Tang. So see the 'Feng" first. Then watch the "cai Hong Tian Tang' Its actually a continuation. So shocked to know that. Well,in case anyone does not know, it is actually on youtube.
Dont know what more to blog abt liao. Hmmmmm.... I think I end here bah. Shall blog more next week. Meanwhile, enjoy yourself. =)
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