Ahh, the arena's most exciting match ever didnt end up as well as I had expected. To sum it all up, quite ugly behaviour from both sides. The first speakers of both sides were quite rude with each other, and without doubt, the second speaker from RI. The 2nd speaker from HCI looked quite gentlemanly I should say. The speaker that impressed me is the last speaker from RI. Even though he's just a 14 yr old kid, his construction of analogies are fantastic. Simple yet straight to the point. And more often than not, it did quite a fair bit of damage to the opponent. However, I find that its a sticky issue to debate about, because sometimes, satistics do not tell all in such a case. Oh well, RI won. All in all, I still feel the same, Singaporean youths are politcally apathetic.

Read the newspapers today and wow, saw that there are more schlorships being awarded in the aerospace sector. Surfed some of the websites and from the information that I have gathered, I can safely say that there is definitely a demand out there for aerospace graduates. This sounds inspiring and motivating, for me at least. Hope that the demand would grow stronger. Well, this means to say that I have to push all the way for my GPA to be of an excellent standard in order for me to be considered for any scholarship or job.

Reading and blogging so much about aerospace really makes me want to go down to the airport. I love to take night flights. The atmosphere is really very different when you're inside the departure gates waiting for the flight calls.The outside is just so cold and quiet while its a bustling thing inside, with shops to go, people of different nationalities to see, nice cable TV to watch. Sometimes, its nice to know that you're a special guest. HAHAHA. How I admire my aunt, who stays just A STREET away from the airport backgate. All she has to do is to walk down to the semi-ds the next street and there, the airport backgate,with the spectacular sight of all the aircrafts taking off and landing.It'd be good if I'm able to stay there again for a few days.The last time, I got a small questioning by the airport police because I stood there for quite some time.. HAHA. THE AIRPORT!!

Come to think of it, I'd better start revising my physics and maths so that I'm able to start my engine running. Otherwise, it'd be rusty again. =(

Lets FLY!!

Not blogged for a long time. Well, nth really much to blog about actually, cos its just me staying at home all day long with some occasional outings to the arcade and relative's house for CNY dinner.

Tons of movies out this month. I want to catch most of them like Twins mission, Protege, Just follow law, Ghost rider and to a small extent, epic movie. But, the 1 that I really really would care most watching about, is certainly LETTERS FROM IWO JIMA!! Its directed by an Amercian director but the irony is tt its not written from the perspective of the Americans during the World War 2. Its shown from the angle of the Japanese soldiers. That's why its called letters from Iwo Jima, because the letters contain what the Japanese soldiers write to their family about during the war. Its amazing that a moive can be created using letters as their main source of information about what took place. More interestingly, its from the Japanese point of view, something different from what we are most of the time exposed to. Well, all these makes it a must-watch for me and even the movie critics give it a 4 of out 5.

The most awaited match of The Arena. Raffles VS Hwa Chong. Oh I was just waiting for that to happen and I know it would. Competition from the best institutions in Singapore. Lets see what these 2 schools can surprise us with. I checked up on one of the Hwa Chong members and guess what, it was stated that his highest class rank was 1st and his lowest was 1st too!! Which means to say that he's always top in class year after year. Just so incredible.

Its nice to know that I've learned how to put on my contacts. Its a real struggle for me before that, to have to keep my eyes open wide while "fighting" with my eye-lid muscles.

Lets hope Manutd thrash Chelsea at Stamford bridge, because I just cant stand the sight of Drogba holding up the Carling cup throphy. Maybe that's what they deserve, nothing more. I'm all the way for Manutd as the title contenders, because I am a MANUTD FAN!!

Are You there?

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!

DAY 1
Went to my aunt's house at abt 9 plus. Stayed there for a while to watch some TV and talk with my cousins. Later spent the whole day at my Grandma's place. Played Mahjong, poker cards, watched Fantastic 4, SLEEP??, and best of all, TAKE ANG-PAO. Its always best to stay around in Grandma's place because lots of relatives would come to visit her and whoo, you get what I mean..HAHA..

DAY 2
My aunts all came to my house tt day to have lunch. Then, all my cousins went to the masterbed-room to watch some cable TV. We watched those Gu-zhuang comedies and yar, the whole room was filled with laughter cos the actors were either v lame or stupid. Hah. As I've said, I've nothing to do on CNY so again, I went to my Grandma's house to wait for ... Argh.

DAY 3
Ar, lots of visits today, for no particular reason. So visit, visit, visit and in the night, MAHJONG.. Wah seh, I kept shaking my legs during mahjong cos I was v excited. Then when I was about to win, Dad or Mum would suddenly "pam" and declare themselves the winner. Oh gosh. I only won 1 pathetic round.

So, with the CNY hols over, I am back to my slacking days. I'm considering getting a job cos its really v boring at home. Always the computer, TV, playstation and back to the same cycle again.

Looked through some of the brochures about Japan. Realised that either the tour guides bring you to Disneyland on the 2nd day of your arrival or the day before you're gonna leave Japan. Haha. Its always this same pattern. My cousins wanna go to Hokkaido. Probably the seafood there's nicer bah. Well, I dont mind Hokkaido, but at least a Disneyland and some sight-seeing please. I'm saving up my Ang-pow money so that I can spend it there!! Yup, lots of Yen. The best thing is to go there during winter or autumn. At least I can experience some cold weather. I love cold weather. In Singapore, the time when the weather gets cold is probably when its raining. I so wanna see snow.

You're my invisible one..

Went back to ZHSS today. Got there abt 12pm and I thought I was quite early cos there were like not many ppl there. Went down to the soccer court and saw some of the current sec 4 guys. Played with them and when I went down to the staff room, there were like quite little ppl left there. So I presumed tt many people didnt come back. Actually, they did, just tt I didnt manage to catch them. Oh wells. We took a photo with Mrs Ngiam and I heard that Mrs Lim headed on to St Margrets to teach. HAHAHA.. Looks like she is still hanging on to her teaching career tightly. Mayb she aspires to be the principal or HOD 1 day. I dont know. HAHAHA.. Overall, its v nice to just mingle with my classmates and know more about where they're going and stuff. KEEP IN CONTACT GUYS!!!

Visited PCPS too, but no classmates there. Maybe they've gone off bah. Played some bball there and soccer with my bro's friends.

After seeing videos on youtube abt the "lifestory" of some junior college classes, I've to admit that junior college life is really nice. I love those kinda camps and activities where everyone would become more bonded as one and yar, esp. class chalets too. However, its the studies part that I do not like. Otherwise, I would certainly have placed a junior college as my 1st choice. As always, know your priorities.

I'm getting so bored at home!!!!!

Fate brings together those that are fated, no matter how far they are, who they are and what they are. Are we fated to be?

I finally completed my withdrawal from Innova today!! Not tt I'm wanting to leave the college so much, but I feel that now I'm more free and theres no need to stay on and learn some stuff tt would not be of much use to me in the future. I really wanna thank my classmates at 0742A for the fun we had during the 1st mth. Really, I enjoyed being in the company of you guys even though sometimes we might have some minor disagreements. All the best to all of you and keep in touch yeah!!

Wah seh, I just realised that the hair salonist had my hair cut way too short. Mum said that I look like some NS officer tt has signed on, cos of my short hair. Well, the good thing is tt the weather these days is so warm so having shorter hair would mean it'd be more cooling!! Always look on the bright side!!

Tmr's the day most, or shld I say all, schools celebrate CNY with all the performances and stuff. Since I've not need to report to Innova tmr, I can sleep late and go back to ZHSS in the late morning. Mayb I'm going back to Pei Chun too.Oh, its going to be the last time we see Mrs Lim, so its like quite sad ah, considering tt she spent quite a lot of effort scolding us and trying to make us learn. To me, her hard work has paid off. In the past I used to think that most people scold others because they're in a bad mood or smth. But mum said those are only exceptional cases. Actually some people out there really do mean well. For instance, if that person (be it your parent, teacher or friend) didnt have the intention to get you to learn and change for the better, they wouldnt even bother to come and scold you. They might as well go do smth else instead of having to waste their breath trying to make you understand, with you trying to arguing back most of the time. Scolding takes energy. This applies to quite alot of cases I've seen, but of course there're some exceptions!! HAHAHA..You decide for yourself!

Bugis street was quite crowded ystd night. I think there were alot of people trying to rush and buy last minute CNY clothes. I bought a polo tee and a shirt. The train was quite crowded when I went home, which is like at about 11.15 pm? Yeah.

People usually have lots of places to visit on the first day of CNY. But ironically, I dont!! My aunts and uncle would meet up in the night on the eve of CNY and the first day of CNY, so there would be not much visiting for me, in fact none to be exact. So I've decided to stay at my Grandma's house to play mahjong for the whole day and since there would be lots of people visiting her, it means I can go and collect ang-paos for myself too!! YEAH..

The four spaces between my fingers and the one inside my heart is meant just for You..

About another 10 mins more to the closing of the JAE application. These few days was surely a confusing one for not only me but many others who are undecided about whether to move on with the JC route or switch to the poly route. Many said that those who are undecided shld move on to the JC route first, find out their interest before making a decision on what uni course to take.I only have this to say, if you do not know what you want now, what makes you so sure that you know what you want 2 years later. You will still be in the same education system like those in sec schs, trying to juggle between many subjects and CCA. In the end, everyone would still come back to this same route of what course to take. Others are worried if their points would bring them somewhere they would love to go and others unsure if the course is what they really want. Whatever the cae, striving hard is still the most important thing.

Tell you smth, I'm really v v unsure of what to feel now, fustrated or stupid. This morning, I was going to hand in my withdrawal form to Innova, with my mum's signature on it. During assembly, I took the form out and guess what?? The form had a big hole in it cos my water bottle leaked a few drops of water. Oh gosh. The teacher didnt accept my form and told me to re-sign it again. ARGHH.. How can a addidas bottle leak water??!!! This is so absurd. In the fit of anger, or rather fustration, I walked out of the sch right after assembly. Wow, didnt know that I had a chance to do that. Took the 8 plus MRT train home and it was so so packed. Then, I went home to watch Hana Kimi!! I watched like 3 episodes today, and that leaves me to watch EP 10 next. Yay, I'm back on track. I'm sure I'll be faster than the TV broadcast. ZOOM!!

Going to Bugis street later!

Oh tks to those who sent me happy v-day sms-es. Same to you people too! And HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ALL!!

My Valentine -- YOU!

Back home after sch.Well, its my second last day of Innova, or rather, last day with lessons. Going to withdraw with effect from tmr, since I'm not going to stay in there after the JAE posting.

Realised that I had not blogged for a long time. Here's the series of events that happened.

SAT
Had the I@fun funfair. Quite boring I shld say. I cant decide where to spend my coupons on. In the end, most of it ended up being used by me to buy food and drinks. Saw Adriano, Yuyang and Khim. Khim looks quite cute and the other 2 guys look a little pai-kia..Haha.

SUN
Stayed at home in the morning. Went out in the afternoon to eat dim sum. Not eaten dim sum for a long time. In the evening, went to my tuition teacher's house to talk abt my JAE choices.She's v nice to invite me over to talk abt my future plans and also guide me along the way. Her eldest daughter is in mass comm. in Ngee Ann and her son is in 1st 3 mths in CJC. So we talked abt alot of stuff and yar, alot of misunderstandings were cleared. Now, I have a v v clear mind which course to aim for and what to do in the course in order to succeed. Her daughter also taught me how to manage people and what to do in most situations. They're so nice..

Mon
Went down to Ngee Ann in the morning with hee siong. Yar, the sch looks quite old and its located on the top of this small hill. Looks like its gonna be a long walk for me from the bus stop. Anyway, enquired abt the aerospace courses and after rounds of talks,I decided to go for aerospace electronics. Lets hope that we both get in. Headed down to Queensway after that to buy shoes!!

I have just discovered this thing, that pride can really cause a person to develop attitute problems and certain thinkings and actions. Its because of pride that a person does not want to admit his/her mistakes and therefore, this would normally spark off arguments and fights. Pride is one of the root cause of attitude problems, where it is very commonly seen in schs, with students not wanting to apologise to teachers even though they're in the wrong. If I were to ask you, would wearing a branded shirt,say billabong, matter if everybody in the world was gone with the exception of you yourself? I'm sure you'd be so lonely that whatever you wear does not matter much more. See, it is evident that sometimes humans do certain things because of pride. Honestly, I admire people who dare to step out to apologise for their mistake and bear the consequences because they are the ones who are putting pride aside to acknowledge that it is their fault. How many people would do that? Most would try and argue their way out until they finalise the decision that they're right and others wrong. If nobody would want to give in to admit their mistakes, who would? Only the brave and admirable would.

I AM GOING TO JAPAN!! Yeah, mum said that the Japan trip is to reward me for improving my grades, esp. for my sciences. DISNEYLAND!!

CNY is coming soon, this weekend in fact. And yeah, I have no where to visit since most of my aunts are going to gather at my Grandma's house. So, I think I'm gonna play mahjong like the whole day long? Oh gosh, some lucky girl is going to Beijing this Sat.. How lucky..

I think what Mrs Wuzun said was right, I might as well wait for the TV to show Hana Kimi. Oh gosh, I've not watched it for like a week? Yeah and I'm still at episode 7..

Forever Love...

Got back my Os today..

Well, quite ok bah. Got 13 for L1R5. Minus 2 for CCA bonus points, its 11. Actually could have done so much better, esp. for my eng and A-maths. Then I could improve by a point or 2. But nevertheless, I'm still quite happy with my results, at least theres improvements. I was quite shocked with my Physics and Chem. I didnt really study Phy cos I wanted to give my all to Chem. Studied a little only a week before the exam. I was scared for Chem too cos I thgt I might flunk some parts. I'm really thankful that I'm able to achieve A2 for both sciences. Might consider a poly or to a small extent, JC. Well, that's if NY doesnt change its cut-off point this year. Congrats to those who did well and jiayous for those who didnt manage to obtain their perfect score. There are 2 whom I need not congratulate. Those 2 people are none other than Jamie Chang and Fiona Teo who had the chance to go up to the stage. Jamie's gonna treat me to abalone, right Jamie? Hahaha..

Oh thanks to those who sent me those sms-es containings well-wishes and words of encouragements. Really appreciated those. And CONGRATS to Mrs Wuzun who got A1 for her Chinese. Well, its really HARD WORK..so dont say that you're resigned to fate. Hope to see you on stage next year!!

Arh, really scared today. I was very anxious and yar, super nervous. Had to visit the toilet too..Glad all is over now. Didnt manage to catch much sleep over the past few days too. At least I can have a Happy CNY!!

Heard Mrs Lim's retiring on Valentine's day. Well, she's a really good teacher. I wont have bucked up for my chem if not for her never-ending scoldings and punishments.Remembered how she confiscated my "handphone" and yar, she asked Jan to pass it to me today, which is with her for almost about half a year. Its always during the last part that you find out a teacher is really good. She also emphasises on life values too, not only academics. Just so sad she's leaving. I can imagine her bored face at home when she retires and has nothing to do. Gosh. Haha..

Valentine's day is coming.. Where's my VALENTINE!!!

You will, because I believe You will.

Something that I've awaited for,tomorrow. The intense fear in me. Every minute I'm thinking about what I'll get, what course to get into. It all depends on the digits of the number tomorrow.

Stayed back to do the I@Fun preparation work. Well,That's the last thing I can do for the class, even though we will be separated after the JAE. But afterall, the class brought much fun and laughter to me, so I hope this is a way of giving back my appreciation to the class. It's been great knowing all of you all.

I really dont know what to blog about now. The thing is I do not even know what is running through my mind now, what I am thinking about, what I'll be doing. All in all, I've sort of not planned or thought out of anything yet. Its this kinda lost feeling that you have. The only thing that I wanna do is to just sing some songs and yar, have some serenity around me.

After the talk today, I'm even more confused about the route that I want to take. As in, I'm even more undecided as more factors come into play towards my decision. Dad told me that no matter what results you get,it does not matter, all I've to do is to put in more effort in the future and learn from my mistakes. Mr Hamim also said today that no matter what happens, the sun will still rise from the East and set in the West. Hearing all these words really can bring you to a deeper level of understanding, knowing that there are people who still would care for you whatever happens.

How long more to the release of the results? Its 10.08pm now, which means about another 16 hours and 22 minutes. Minus off the sleeping time, It would come down to about less than 10 hours. Soon, just soon...

I will warm Your heart with my hand.

NOW!! I finally know what I wanted to say at long last. I realised that Wuzun looks like a combination of Kim Jeong Hoon and Wang Li Hom! Eh, look quite like bah..So in conclusion, those 3 are shuai ges.Heh,I'm not gay. Today,I managed to watch finish the whole of EP 6! *Clap Clap*. I know theres 1 person who wouldn't clap, and the person's that SUPER DUPER FAT Mrs Wuzun who said that my progess in watching is v v slow. Oh wells, theres this phrase that goes " OWN time,OWN target"

Laughed so so much today, and yar, I think I was a little crazy.

The ban mian that I ate at woodlands today had so much ikan bilis in it. Quite salty in the end. But not bad, even though the minced meat is like quite little? Hahaha

Oh gosh,tmr's Thursday and soon, it will be Friday. Results are coming!

Did I mention it before? Nope I dont think I did. But yup, Innova's having this funfair (called I @ fun) this coming Sat in the campus. There's gonna be Xiao Yuan Superstars like Adriano,Khim,YuYang and 1 more. There's Supernova too, the first inter-sch rock band competition in Singapore, organised by IJC,proudly supported by Perfect 10. Heard that there's gonna be 54 rock-band groups going to compete in that competition. Lots of fun activities too,with Gladiator, the dunking thing, tons of games stores and yar,electronic kite flying!! I wanna go see the Kite flyers in action at Clarke Quay. Nobody would have thought of having electronic kites when most people usually fly the made-of-cloth ones. Hope it's gonna be a fun Sat,with the biggest factor of it being my results.

Wah seh my shin and knee-cap hurts after track yesterday. Going to put my legs in a hot pail of water later.Whoooooo,have a kinda feeling that its gonna be v v shiok..Haha

For the fear of rejection,I have not gathered up the courage to tell You, I love You.

Ahhh,I just received news 2 hs ago tt the results for the Os will be released this Fri.

Anyways, back to my usual weekend blogging!!

Sat
Went down to the NLB to do my mini econs project.Ok, actually, at first I spent much time there surfing the net then ltr on, I was getting so so bored. Therefore, I decided to contribute a little and I managed to complete the task 3 part. Haha. So we went down to Ajisen Ramen to eat. Wah seh the food there's a little expensive and yar, nth special abt the Jap food there. So, in conclusion, I've been paying more for some ordinary.Ahhhh.

Sun
Went to the temples to pray with my Dad in the morning. Slacked all the way when I reached home. In the evening, mum suggested going to Bugis,only to hear me saying the word "AGAIN?" Hah, went to Bugis twice this weekend. Tell you what, I got lost in Bugis street.Wah seh, I didnt know where I was going and yar, got lost inside one of the mini alleys. I called my friend and he said just follow where the crowd goes and I followed what he said for like 30 mins before I managed to find my way to the main walkway. Whoo.. I had like another 1hr more to walk abt and since I finished walking the whole of Bugis Junction, I headed to the arcade! Watching ppl play Time Crisis reminds me of the day before(Sat) where I spent $2 only to have my charactor "gone" in like 2 mins?Oh gosh. I have this funny thing abt the escalator that I take up from the arcade to the main floor. For 2 continous times I almost fell down at a same particular stage of the escalator. Hmmmm... Mayb I was walking too fast, but its like v scary to have yourself almost falling or shld I say rolling down the steps.

I just realised that I'll be going to Bugis this weekend again with my friends. Whoo.. I think I'm like going to Bugis every other weekend.

Now for my favourite section of this post, the HANA KIMI SECTION.. Here, I'm gonna tell you some stuff that I like from the show, and yar, some things I find quite funny abt.

1..Of course, number 1 would be dedicated to Mr Dadong, who's ever so funny and yar, he looks super funny whenever he's exaggerating abt something, the face where he likes to open his mouth big big and dream abt something super cool..haha..Anyways,he's not gay.Hahahaha

2..Ella's super cute when she's having this facial expression of a cute innocent girl. I must say her eye balls are v big and in a way, sparkling..Cant imagine she's tt fat in the past.Haha

3..The dog! Yar, the Jin Zhi Lang(name of the dog) is super cute lorh. He doesn't look fierce anyway, haha. Cant imagine tt Dadong's so scared of him in the first episode..

4..This inflatable monkey faced thing beside Wuzun's bed.Haha, its from the bathing ape series.

5..Wuzun. Ok, I gotta admit, he looks quite cool when he's to his quiet self. And he occasionally likes to have some sudden smiles when Ella comes along and talk to him. After all, Ella's his CHAO JI WU DI FANS!! Hahaha

6..Mei lao shi. Wah seh, this gay teacher, or rather medic, is really super gay lorh. His hair is so long and I gotta say he's very fussy abt choosing guys,haha.. Everytime, keep saying,you're not my type.Lol..

7..Yang Yang, another gay too. But he's super lame lorh when he went to do those vandalising stuff on Ella's table and its so lame again to see them become friends after that. Haha..

8..JJ!!Didnt expect him to starr in the show. He's Ella's elder brother in the show and yar, he looks super strange with black specs on. He's even stranger when he went into the sch wearing like he's some guy who just came out of Bugis street, so many chains and accessories together with a big white flurry coat on. Haha.He's the right one for Mei Lao Shi I suppose,even though that gay claims no.

9..I think I now know why at first Wuzun cant do his long jumps very well,with his body almost making it across. That's because he's wearing long pants and it obstructs the way he jumps.Haha. Really leh, I think tt's the reason. With shorts, he jumps better than when he's wearing pants.

Ok I really have lots to comment abt this super duper nice show. I've always thgt tt Taiwanese shows r super lorh-soh and boring. But not this one, cos the show's really v v humourous. Esp, Dadong, EK DE HUANG JIN YOU JIAO!!I realised that when he does his soccer tricks all he does is to do this 360 turn..haha.See I'm addicted to Hana Kimi liao, all tks to Mrs Wuzun lorh..

I'll pray for You.

I have lots to post, considering tt I do not have to attend sch tmr. It might be a little boring to some but still, I really wish to post whatever I want to, because I dont wanna bottle anything up..

Ok, a mth has past since I hv entered Innova Jc and I have to admit, the sch's really nice. The ppl r nice too. At 1st, I thgt it would b a boring place and all I would hv to do to past time is nth but study. Now, I realised tt it isn't so. The activities are quite interesting and yar, the CCA is none like any I had experienced. With the Os coming out next week, I seriously do not know how to spend my time wisely in the college. Its really quite tough to forget the friendly ppl there and the familiar environment. But well, all good things hv to come to an end. All I wanna do is just to thank my friends,(those from my class n those in the laughing club),my track coach,my track captain who's v nice and all the other teachers. I would gladly love to stay on, but its a matter of priority, because I doubt I would be able to cope in the Jc environment. In this world, no matter how emotional we can be, sometimes, its still better to be practical.

With tt being said, I of course started to treasure my track training today even more, for I wont know if it might be my last. My track captain's v nice as usual. You see, mostly the CCA captain would call you down for trainings and yar, scold you if you do not appear. However, he's a different case. He understands what we are gg through, as in the pain and aching of our legs thus our inability to run. Then, he would excuse us from training accordingly. Also, he does not show any discrimination to anyone, whether you are able to run fast or slow. He wispers a "jiayous" whenever you feel tired and really wish to give up.He says Hellos to you in the morning and asks you if you're coming for track tt day. He chats with you like he's your friend n tells you abt stuff tt you're interested in knowing. I mean, to the Jc1 track team, both the team members and the captain r still acquantiances.Its really nice of him. Sometimes, I wonder if I turn up for track because I wanna give him the respect he deserves.

Anyway, I was v enthu for track today, even though I hurt my knee-cap quite badly in the process. We were only suppossed to do 2 rounds for cool-down today but my 2 friends and I were like super active and we did 6. And tt's the outer lane of the track so by calculation, we ran abt 4.8km for cool-down. Wow.

I was just thinking back and I really wished tt the clock could turn back, to where I was still enjoying camps and all in my secondary sch. Come to think of it, my education life is sorta coming to an end. I only have maybe abt 3 years of pre-college education, then NS, then Uni and I'm off to the working world. Its just so fast. I've been thinking back these days about what I did in secondary school,in primary school, the friends, the camps, the activities. Its just so sweet and memorable. As what my mum always said, your secondary school days will still form most of the memories that you'll never forget.

Everytime I hear a song, it'll remind me of a particular event or timeline. For instance, hearing Jay Chou's Jie Kou makes me think back of my sec 2 days when me and my friends played Jie Kou on the music player in the student's centre while playing carrom. Sometimes, songs do bring back memories too. Speaking of songs, I really wish to learn to play the piano. It may be a simple task to those who have mastered it well, but to me, it means more than just playing out the songs to pass your grades and move up to a higher level. It means to appreciate the song and flow with the feelings brought out by the songs.

I was so delighted on Mon.I switched on Channel 51 (Chinese MTV channel) and the first thing I saw was the words HAO PENG YOU..Wow, I was super happy at tt moment cos I loved tt song v much. Its a new song by Luo Zhi Xiang. I did not get enough of the MV and I went to see more at Youtube. Its abt Luo Zhi Xiang asking the girl to get into a relationship but the girl insisted that both parties remained as good friends. So theres this time when Luo Zhi Xiang was woken up by the girls's calls at his door and its the girl whom he had once liked. She ran away from her wedding to go to Luo Zhi Xiang's house. Actually, the girl liked Luo Zhi Xiang and sorta told him tt she loved him in a crying manner. I dont wanna say anymore abt the MV lest it spoils the ending, so catch it on Youtube.

I feel that I sound so emo and stuff, but tt's me. Sometimes, I'm quite serious abt stuff and at others crappy. But I found out there's this sentimental and sorta reflective side of me. Well, that's ME!

I wanna go to Kbox to sing out all that I've bottled inside!!! Anyone coming?

Just let me play a piece for You, just one.